All posts by Bob Hext

I am an author and bible teacher, and lead the prophetic ministry at Wildwood Church (A New Frontiers church) in Stafford, UK. I founded Crossbow Education Ltd, an educational supplies company for supporting people with dyslexia, in 1993, and retired as CEO on March 28th 2025. I married Anne in 1980: we have three children and 7 grandchildren. As a disciple of Jesus, my motivation is to see the Kingdom of God advance in every walk of life: workplace and business as well as marriage, family and church, and I write to fulfil Ephesians 4:12 - "for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ." Because the work of ministry is for all of us, all of the time. I don't spend all my time doing "spiritual" stuff though: I like to spend time with friends, to travel, and - my main hobby - to watch and photograph birds.
Knowing God, Prayer and Spiritual Warfare, Walking in the Spirit

The Anointing

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Jesus is the Messiah: the word messiah means “Anointed one.” In the Acts of the Apostles, Luke tells us that “God anointed Jesus with the Holy Spirit and Power. He went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, because God was with him.” (Acts10:38). In our church contexts we often talk about people “moving in the anointing,” or we might say that “the anointing was on such-and-such today.” When we use the term, what we are saying is that the power or the presence of the Holy Spirit was evident at the time, just as Acts 10:38 tells us that He was present with Jesus, but this is a generalised statement. What more specifically does Scripture tell us about the Anointing?

In Luke 4:18,  where Jesus quotes from  Isaiah 61:1-2, we read specifically what His anointing was for:

 “The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me,
Because He has anointed Me
To preach the gospel to the poor;
He has sent Me to heal the broken hearted, 
To proclaim liberty to the captives
And recovery of sight to the blind,
To set at liberty those who are oppressed;

To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.”


As the called and chosen followers of Jesus, we, His disciples can – indeed, should – expect this anointing to be upon us as well if we are to do the Works that He did, as He promises in John 14:12. If we aren’t doing the works, it seems to me that it’s because we aren’t in the Anointing. If the Church is the body of Christ on earth, then it’s true to say that His body carries the anointing that was poured upon it when the Holy Spirit was given at Pentecost. But no one individual walks in the fullness of the ministry of Christ: Ephesians four teaches us that different individuals carry different ministry gifts, 1 Corinthians 12 and 14 speak about the gifts that the Holy Spirit imparts as He wills, and Romans 12 talks again about the Grace gifts of God. These are all aspects of God‘s anointing on the Church, expressed in the specific contexts that relate to our walk with Him.

The anointing of the Holy Spirit is modelled in the Old Testament through the anointing with oil, and this model has been retained in the New Testament church. James 5:14-15 makes this statement: “Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.” Will save the sick … will raise him up… What has happened to that certainty? Why is healing just a possibility today, and not a given as it was then? I think the answer lies in our understanding of what the anointing means.

Anointing for Authority
In 1 Samuel 16:13 we read “Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him  in the midst of his brothers, and the spirit of the Lord came upon David from that day forward.” David was anointed to be King. It was the anointing for authority. (There is another anointing in the Old Testament, where a different oil was prepared, and this was the oil used to anoint the priests and sacred objects. This was the anointing for consecration, which, though connected, is a separate subject.) Previously the authority to rule had been with Saul, but we read in the following verse: “The spirit of the Lord departed from Saul.”  Authority had been transferred to David with the anointing that was now on him. When David killed Goliath, he had already been anointed as King: he carried that anointing in the sphere of influence that he had been given at the time, although he wasn’t crowned for about another fifteen years. Just as David was set apart and anointed many years before he sat on the throne of Israel, we too can know the call and the anointing of God for ministry long before moving into the full sphere of our authority.

As well as the anointing on David, another notable passage on the subject in the Old Testament is when Elijah received this instruction from the Lord after he had met with Him on the mountain: “Go, return on your way to the Wilderness of Damascus; and when you arrive, anoint Hazael as king over Syria. Also you shall anoint Jehu the son of Nimshi as king over Israel. And Elisha the son of Shaphat of Abel Meholah you shall anoint as prophet in your place. It shall be that whoever escapes the sword of Hazael, Jehu will kill; and whoever escapes the sword of Jehu, Elisha will kill.” (1 King’s 19: 15–17)  In fact, Elijah only fulfilled the last of his three tasks, anointing Elisha as his successor; Elisha himself carried out the other two. It’s notable that this anointing was for a very specific purpose: the destruction of the enemies of God. Elijah lived in the days of the idolatrous king Ahab. Hazael of Syria was a ruthless king whom God raised up to punish Israel and Judah for their apostacy. The “sword of Jehu” killed Jezebel and the priests of Baal, and ended the dynasty of Ahab. Jehu was so thorough that Elisha didn’t have to kill anyone.

Destroying the works of the devil
Exactly how and when these commands were fulfilled is not the subject here, but what is clear is God’s purpose. Two men were to be anointed as King, and Elisha was to be anointed as prophet. Their authority is both secular and spiritual, and God‘s plan here is explicit: He has chosen all three men to destroy His enemies. Moving now to the New Testament, we see that the purpose of the anointing on Jesus is summarised in1 John 3:8: “For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that He might destroy the works of the devil.” The anointing on Jehu, Hazael and Elisha pointed to the anointing on Jesus, and this in turn  was poured out on the church at Pentecost: the anointing to destroy the works of the devil. These may be the poverty, broken heartedness, bondage, blindness and oppression of Isaiah 61, or any other works of the enemy that we confront as we go out in Jesus’s name to “proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord.”

Places to Walk
However, there are two considerations that we need to remember. All authority in heaven and earth was given to Jesus, so the anointing that He carried was limitless and universal. We are in Him, but we are not Him, so any anointing that we carry is limited to the sphere of authority that we have been given in the Kingdom of God. God said to Joshua, “I will give you places to walk among those who stand here.“ (Zachariah 3:7). We too have “places to walk;“ that define our spheres of authority. Whether it’s our home, our workplace, our church small group, our entire church or our nation, it has been given to us to exercise spiritual authority in that realm. God may expand that realm, just as He moved David from the sheepfold to Saul’s court to the cave of Adullam to the throne of Israel, but we don’t presume to take upon ourselves authority that hasn’t been given to us. And by the same token, if we are in a place of “crowning” others, for church eldership, for example, we must remember that a physical anointing and calling out for leadership has to be a confirmation of what God is already doing. Samuel was instructed to anoint David; Elijah was instructed to anoint Jehu, Hazael and Elisha. The human act of anointing is just a physical expression of what is doing in the spiritual realm: it carries no real authority in its own right. Proverbs 27:8 says “Like a Bird that wanders from its nest is a man who wanders from his place.” If the anointing ministered by the elders always healed the sick in the time of James and only occasionally heals the sick today, it’s not the anointing that has changed, but the authority of those seeking it: they may not be walking in the places that they have been assigned in heaven.

Peace
The second consideration is this. In John 20: 21- 22, Jesus passes on the anointing to his disciples: “So Jesus said to them again, “Peace to you! As the father has sent me, I also send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit…”  As we know, the substance of that breath did not land upon them until Pentecost, but the anointing and sending took place in that moment shortly after the resurrection. And preceding the sending and the anointing was His peace. If we are to go and His Power, we must go in His Peace.

Peace comes with certainty, the certainty of knowing that we are seated in heavenly places, that the power that raised Jesus from the dead is at work in us, and above all the certainty that we are in God‘s will. We don’t gain authority over the power of darkness by shouting at demons or at circumstances: If we are to do the works at Jesus did, the powers of darkness will be overcome “with a word“, but it will be a word that carries the weight of the anointing, spoken in the peace of knowing where we stand in Christ, and knowing that we are operating within the sphere of authority we have been given. I hear a lot of people making scriptural declarations over negative circumstances, or “binding the enemy“ with their voices raised, and I’m sure I do it myself, but Isaiah 42:2 says “He will not cry out or raise his voice, nor make his voice heard in the streets.“ He did not need to: the anointing did the work, and the words He spoke carried the light of  life themselves. If we have God‘s word for a situation, and we are standing in the peace of knowing our authority, we don’t need to add to it with our flesh.

The Rema Word
Finally, I think that it is this certainty that brings faith in ministry situations. A rema word is a word spoken by God into a specific context, usually for a specific purpose. Often it comes through a gift of the Holy Spirit or through prophetic ministry, but not always: God speaks to each of us differently and in innumerable ways. Everything that Jesus did was in response to a rema word from His Father, brought to Him, presumably, by the Holy Spirit. Occasionally I get a word of knowledge for healing, for example; and when I do I can pray in faith for God to do the miraculous because I know God is with me.. Sometimes I see it happen; often I don’t. I would say that the times when I don’t see healing are probably the times when the “word of knowledge“ hasn’t been a rema word of God at all, but a figment of my imagination; it’s not that God’s word hasn’t born fruit. God’s word won’t return to Him void: it’s only mine that will, because it hasn’t been released under the anointing. Again, If God has revealed demonic activity through a gift of discernment of spirits, it is because He is about to destroy that particular work of the enemy; but if we see a work of the enemy and have no particular revelation on how to approach it, we can bombard it with every scripture in the Bible and the devil will just laugh at our efforts. When we move in the Anointing, God is with us to do His work. When we don’t, we are not only wasting our time but we are sowing seeds of unbelief – in our own hearts and in the hearts of those we are ministering to. God wants relationship with us, and we must always operate in the power of the Spirit out of the dynamic of that relationship.

Jesus knew who He was. He knew He was Lord of heaven and earth, and for that reason even the wind and the waves obeyed Him. He knew He could walk across the stormy Sea of Galilee in the Peace of His complete authority, but even then He only did what pleased the Father; He only did what He saw His Father doing (John 5:19). After He had fed the crowds, He left them behind and went up the mountain to spend time with His Father. I can imagine the Father saying something like this: “My son, you know you have authority over that storm down there: now is the time to go and use it, because the enemy is trying to destroy your friends.”

Dynamic relationship with the Holy Spirit; knowing who we are in Christ and being within our sphere of authority, hearing and applying the rema word of God: I think these are keys to staying in the anointing that will enable us to walk in peace through the storm, and to bring its work to an end.

Pursuing Love

Food, Drink, and Unity

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“Receive one who is weak in the faith, but not to disputes over doubtful things. For one believes he may eat all things, but he who is weak eats only vegetables. Let not him who eats despise him who does not eat, and let not him who does not eat judge him who eats; for God has received him.” (Romans 14: 1-3)


When Paul sends these instructions to the Romans in chapter14 of his letter, his focus initially is on the question of food and drink, but the text leads us into much deeper issues around the matter of unity. In a context where meat on one hand may have been sacrificed to idols, and on the other hand was subject to Jewish law relating to blood, some believers avoided the spiritual minefield of eating meat altogether by eating only vegetables. Paul’s view of this particular aspect of Christian life is clear: “I know and am convinced by the Lord Jesus that there is nothing unclean of itself; but to him who considers anything to be unclean, to him it is unclean.” (Romans 14:14) From his perspective, scrupulous avoidance of meat shows a weakness of faith, but he teaches that the basis of our relationships with our brothers and sisters is not our view of what they believe, but our acceptance of it: “Let not him who eats (meat) despise him who does not eat, and let not him who does not eat judge him who eats; for God has received him… Therefore let us not judge one another anymore, but rather resolve this, not to put a stumbling block or a cause to fall in our brother’s way…if your brother is grieved because of your food, you are no longer walking in love…for the kingdom of God is not eating and drinking, but righteousness and peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.” (14:3, 12, 15, 17)

Paul widens the context beyond food and drink and other “doubtful things” in verse 21: “It is good neither to eat meat nor drink wine nor do anything by which your brother stumbles or is offended or is made weak,” summarizing chapter 14 with this: “We then who are strong ought to bear with the scruples of the weak, and not to please ourselves. Let each of us please his neighbour for his good, leading to edification. For even Christ did not please Himself; but as it is written, “The reproaches of those who reproached You fell on Me.” (Romans 15: 1-3)

The priority of Edification
God’s priority is that we build one another up (“edification”). Jesus said “I will build My church.” Anything I try and build will just collapse, probably on top of me. Jesus is coming for a bride without spot or blemish. If we try and remove each other’s blemishes we just make ourselves more blemished – “judge not lest ye be judged.. And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye?” (Matt 7:1,3)  We build one another up to become more like Christ by pleasing one another, not by correcting one another. The unity that King Jesus is seeking among His disciples is what Paul calls being “like-minded,” and the scripture makes clear that this like-mindedness is not only a work of the Holy Spirit in our hearts, but also that it glorifies God: “Now may the God of patience and comfort grant you to be like-minded toward one another, according to Christ Jesus, that you may with one mind and one mouth glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.” Romans 15:5).

Like-mindedness
Our like-mindedness is an expression of our attitude to, not our analysis of, one another, and has its origin in the humility we learn from Christ. It has nothing to do with thinking along the same lines. We probably find the best expression of it in Philippians 2, and I will quote the full passage here, as the words of this famous portion of scripture draw together the threads of our acceptance of one another and our authority in Christ far more effectively than anything I could write:

“Therefore if there is any consolation in Christ, if any comfort of love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affection and mercy, fulfill my joy by being like-minded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind. Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others. Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross. Therefore God also has highly exalted Him and given Him the name which is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, and of those on earth, and of those under the earth, and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” (Phil 2: 1-11)

True Unity
If we hold onto the understanding that true unity, indeed “the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace,” (Ephesians 4:3), is really what Paul calls “like-mindedness,” and comes from humble acceptance of the fact that we all stand before God and not before each other, we cannot leave the subject without looking at the three verses that make up Psalm 133.

Here is verse one: “Behold, how good and how pleasant it is For brethren to dwell together in unity!

As can so often be the case, the power of the original language is diluted in translation. There are lots of words that can be translated as “good.” But this one, “tob”  is the same as the “good” that God felt when He looked at His original, perfect, creation. When brothers dwell together in unity, it is as good as it can get; it is in alignment with God’s purposes. It is as good as Eden. Psalm 133 is a song of ascents: it was sung as the people of God ascended the hill to worship in the Temple. The unity it speaks of is not so much a state of mind, or even a state of being: it is unity in action, a group of people joined in a common purpose, each one carrying their own cross, and each one loving the others as they walk together up the mountain.

The Anointing
Verse two says that this unity is“like the precious oil upon the head,
Running down on the beard,
The beard of Aaron,
Running down on the edge of his garments.”

Our translations compare this unity to the anointing. “It is like the precious oil upon the head…” Not so the Hebrew: in the original text there is no word for “like,” just a repetition of “šemen,” the word for the anointing oil. A literal reading would be “It is the oil the precious oil…” Our unity, the unity of the Spirit, isn’t just “like” the anointing; it brings the anointing. Jesus makes an interesting statement in John 7: “If anyone wills to do His (the Father’s) will, he will know concerning the doctrine whether it is from God or if I speak on my own authority.” (John 7:17) In other words, when we make it our purpose to come into line with God’s will, He will sovereignly demonstrate the truth of His words. I can pray for the anointing all I want, but if I am operating in my own flesh – “on my own authority”- the Holy Spirit will not be present in power. If we want rain, we need to be where the rainclouds are. But when we are genuinely one in the Spirit, “like-minded,” the rain is ready to fall.

Revival
The final verse of Psalm 133 gives us another phantom “like,” which I will now leave out: It is … the dew of Hermon,
descending upon the mountains of Zion;
for there the LORD commanded the blessing— Life forevermore.

So like-mindedness is not just the anointing on an individual; the anointing falls on the whole mountain. The dew of Hermon was known to be abundant; a soaking, not just a dampness. It provided life-giving moisture for the parched lands of Israel over the Summer months, just as the living waters of the Holy Spirit bring His abundant life to revive spiritual deserts wherever He flows. The blessing is commanded from the mountains of Zion, a picture of the Kingdom of God. We often misquote this pslm, saying “The unity commands the blessing,” but this is not what the psalmist wrote. It is the LORD who commands the blessing, and He commanded it to come out of Zion, when we walk in the ways of the Kingdom of God. In the three verses of Psalm 133 we find a progression: when each of us, “by ourselves alone”, pursues like-mindedness as we ascend the hill to worship and glorify God, (v.1) we can expect the anointing to fall on our ministries, (v.2) and ultimately for the waters of revival to bring Kingdom life to our lands. (v.3)

Like-mindedness, anointing, revival. It might not be easy, but it’s as simple as 1-2-3.

Discipleship and witness, The word of God

Feeding on the Bread of Life

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When we talk about “feeding on the word of God,” I would say that most of us tend to think of this in terms of reading the Bible and listening to teaching in order to increase our knowledge of God and our understanding of what it means to walk with Him, so that we can grow in our faith. Paul writes to the Corinthians (1 Cor 3:2) about feeding them with milk because they were not ready for solid food. A search on “spiritual milk and solid food” will bring up website links like the following: “We are to grow and mature in the faith, moving from milk to solid food. May we feast on God’s Word, savor its taste, and hunger for it all our days.” The word of God is presented as a feast that we sit down to and linger over. Which of course it is. But that’s not all it is. If we are to be built up in our faith by “eating solid food,” what is our faith for? Jesus didn’t send us into the dining room to enjoy being disciples; He sent us into the world to make them. Food, whether material or spiritual, exists to be converted into energy, so for us as Christians we eat the food God gives us so that we can be energised to do His work.

Jesus came “that they may have life and that in abundance.” (John 10:10) He is the bread of life. Bread is food. Jesus said to His disciples: “My food is to do the will of Him who sent Me, and to finish His work.” (John 4:34) He tells the crowd in Capernaum: “The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.” (John 6:29) To believe in Him is to do His work: that is our food. Later, He tells His disciples – that’s us- “As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when He had said this, He breathed on them, and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit.” John 20:21)

When we do His work, we eat the bread of life. When we drink His blood, we partake of the covenant by which He promises us His life, the power and the provision to do His life-giving work. And as the Father sent the Holy Spirit on Him at His baptism to equip Him to do the works He was sent for, so Jesus equips us in the same way. Our work is to believe in Him and trust Him, so we can do His life-giving work, because that’s what He came for, and that’s what He sends us for: for His life to irrigate the desert, for His light to shine in the darkness, for the glory of His love to fill the Earth. When we do His work we add to His glory, and we take His kingdom back from the enemy who stole it. This is what we labour for: “Do not labour for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you.“ (John 6:27)

John 6:53 says “Unless you eat the flesh of the son of a man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Whoever eats My flesh and drinks My blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day.“ To eat His flesh is to do what He says. As I have said, our food, the bread that came down from heaven, is to do His work and believe in Him. When we do, we enter into the promises of His covenant which He has opened up to us on the cross where He shed His blood for our sakes, so that we can have access to our Father in heaven and receive all that He wants to give us. The blood pays the price of all our sin and it secures our inheritance and our access to the promises of His covenant.

“He who eats My flesh and drinks My blood abides in me, and I and him. As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me, will live because of Me. This is the bread, which came down from heaven – not as your fathers ate the manna and are dead. He who eats this bread will live forever.” (John 6: 56-57))

When we do what He says we live, because His word is alive in us. He has the words of eternal life. He reinforces this in John 15, where He talks about abiding in the Vine:  “If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you’ll ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. By this, My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit, so you will be my disciples.“ (John 15, 7 -8)

Finally, in John 15:10, Jesus says: “if you keep my Commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Fathers commandments and abide in His love.“ The word “if” here does not denote a condition; it denotes a consequence. When, rather than if. Because when we do what He says, His love flows through us, since everything that He says is an expression and a manifestation in some way of His love.

I want to hunger for His bread, which is to hunger for His commands. Because when I do what He says, I live in His love, and I eat His bread, the bread of eternal life. In this, I walk in the spirit, where all of His promises are yes, and amen.

Be prepared; hold on., Prophesy and the prophetic

Stepping up to the coming move of God

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“The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.” (Gal 5:6)

This is a prophetic word I received on Easter Sunday. A “move of God” has been prophesied for this season by many people, significantly by Smith Wigglesworth in 1947, but by a growing number of people in recent times. What the different prophesies have in common is that it will be greater than any that has gone before, and will be unlike anything that we have experienced before. I believe this word relates to it.

I saw a platform at a station, except it was it on a higher level then where I was standing and the track was running in a different direction: it was at 90°, as if it was going over a bridge. The only way to reach the platform with by two flights of steps that were pushed into place, rather like stage scenery. The second flight of steps sat behind the first, starting where the first one ended so that the two flights became a single flight. I felt the Lord was saying, “The train is coming, but it won’t pull in for you just where you’re standing. You need to take the steps to the higher level. If you don’t take the steps, you will miss the train. And it’s not coming from the direction that you expect and that you are used to; it’s coming from a completely different direction. It’s not what you expect. It’s not another train like the last one because it’s on a different track going a different way.”

I said: “What are the two flights of steps? Why are there two?“
He said, “The two flights of steps are Faith and Love. Pushed together they become one. You need to take steps of both reach the level where my train is coming in. The first flight is faith, because you cannot love selflessly without faith. But faith alone is not enough, because without love, you are nothing.”


I asked, “Why are they mobile, like stage scenery that is pushed into place?”
He said, “Because you have to ask me for them. You can’t just walk up them on your own. When you are ready, I will push them into place for you. Are you ready to take the steps? Because my train is coming, and I don’t want you to miss it.”

Pursuing Love, Walking in the Spirit

By Himself Alone

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“Therefore, when Jesus perceived that they were about to take him by force and make him King, He departed again to the mountain by himself alone.” (John 6:15)

After Jesus had fed the 5,000 He walked on the water towards the disciples. The narrative account of this really begins while he was still on land, after distributing loaves and fishes to the crowd. They wanted to make Him king, but He went off to the mountain to be alone. If we look at this miracle through the lens of what it demonstrates of Christ’s authority and our authority in Him, we can see here the enemy  inciting the crowd to offer Jesus the same temptation that He faced in the wilderness, when Satan offered to give Him all the kingdoms of the world in return for His Worship.

The crowd had seen the power of God at work through Jesus before the miracle of the loaves and the fishes, but it was when they saw His ability to produce food out of thin air that they wanted His kingship. As He said to them in Capernaum, after He had taken the disciples across the stormy lake, “you seek Me not because you saw the signs, but because you ate of the loaves and were filled.” John 6:26). They weren’t interested in Jesus because of what the sign said about Him, but because He conjured free food.

John’s narrative tells us that He departed “by himself alone.” He uses two words – autos monos in Greek – when one would have made the meaning clear enough. So why is the scripture so emphatic? I think there are two sides to this. The first one is clear enough: the authority of Jesus came from the mountain and not from the world; from the Father and not from men. His kingdom was “not of this world.” Satan could tempt Jesus with “all the kingdoms of this world and their glory“ (Matthew 4:8) because he had stolen them from Adam; in Christ, the second Adam, we, “the violent,” seize them back from him “by force.” (Matt: 11:12) Sometimes the glory of the kingdoms of this world can clutch at us like the hands of the crowd were clutching at Jesus; and if we are to walk after the spirit are not after the flesh we have to resolutely turn away from them, as Jesus did, to reach the mountain where we stand in His authority and power.

The second aspect is not so much about Christ Himself and our position in Him, but it’s about us. However, the manifestation of what we receive on the mountain depends on it. Each one of us stands before God, “by himself alone.”  God loves each one of us and Jesus died for each one of us as individuals, and He wants us to love each other as individuals as well. The truth of His great love applies to everyone, but my experience of His love is not the same as yours: we work out our own salvation in fear and trembling. (Phil 2:12) We love one another for who they are ‘by themselves alone,’ we don’t try and make them into somebody else – especially not replicas of ourselves. Even if I disagree with your theology, that is ultimately between you and Jesus. If I think you are an error, I can share what I believe, and whether it’s truth spoken in Love or my own error spoken in love, what is important before God is that it is spoken in Love. The apostle Peter tells us that “judgement begins at the house of God.“ (1 Pe 4:17) This doesn’t mean that I judge you because I think you walk in error, but that God judges me if I’m not walking in love. When we, the body of Christ, become practised in taking every critical and judgemental thought captive to the obedience of Christ and can learn to truly embrace our differences, the love of God will break through and bring unity where the judgement of man has previously brought division. And we all know Psalm 133 and what it is that unity commands. 

So our spiritual authority rests in the power of Love and the mercy which triumphs over judgement, and it comes from the mountain, not from the crowd. Because it’s just as important not to seek the approval of others as it is for us not to disapprove of them. Our spiritual authority has a dual core: it rests in our relationship with God and the love for our neighbour that we receive from Him. We do not love for the power, the influence or any other reward that we can receive from people, but only out of what we receive from God. He is our very great reward. We don’t run to the crowd; we run to the mountain, by ourselves alone. But having been up on the mountain, Jesus headed out across the waves towards His friends. We can only walk on water in the dark when we have stood on the mountain in the Light.

Discipleship and witness, Knowing God

What can I give You, Jesus?

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In our small group recently, one of the members was telling us about a book she and her husband have been reading: “Humility, the journey towards holiness,“ by Andrew Murray. I had heard of him and knew he lived at the beginning of the last century, but that was it, so I looked him up. He lived from 1828 to 1917, was a South African pastor and Bible teacher. He believed that “the chief end of Church is mission,“ and wrote about 50 books and many more tracts and pamphlets. He had a notable influence on other ministers around the turn of the century, including Rees Howells.

As I scanned through the bibliography, I was struck by the journey that the books he wrote suggest that he was on at around the time he wrote about humility. The particular sequence of titles that stood out was this: “Have mercy on me,” “Absolute surrender,” “Humility, the journey towards holiness,” “The deeper Christian life“ “Waiting on God,“ “The divine indwelling,“ and “Lord teach us to pray.“

I haven’t read any of these books, so this is purely conjecture, but there seems to be a picture here of a spiritual journey that speaks powerful truth for all of us. It goes like this: When we recognise how desperately we need God’s mercy we give our lives to Him completely, and in doing so we learn the meaning of true humility. In that place we can go much deeper in our relationship with God, which is where we learn what it is to really wait on Him. It is only when we spend time seeking His presence that we start to grasp something of the reality of “Christ in us, the hope of glory,” and that is when we begin to learn the true power of prayer.

Murray was a prolific writer, and all these titles were written within two years. “Humility, the journey towards holiness,” gives us a window into the intensity of the journey he was on. He writes about how God was dealing with pride in his life, and how the Lord told him to spend a month shut off from all communication with others, including his wife and the family, reading nothing (I don’t know if this included the Bible or not, but certainly nothing else) and writing nothing; communing only with the Lord while He dealt with Murray’s pride.

Did Andrew Murray have such a mountain of pride in his life? Or do we all have mountains that need  months on our knees before God before He can deal with them, and only spiritual giants like Andrew Murray and Rees Howells – who had similar extreme dealings with the Lord – have the commitment and devotion to really allow God to have His way?

I was turning this over in my mind and was wondering how far I actually fell short of being a “good and faithful servant“ in the light of what He had asked of Andrew Murray. So I asked Him: “What do you want from me, Jesus?” His answer came straight back, and of course it was full of grace, yet deeply challenging at the same time. “What can you give me?“ He said.

Immediately I started going through different things in my life that I hold dear or that seem important, but everything I looked at seemed to be either indispensable or to have significance to other people as well as for myself. I can’t give him that, because… And I certainly can’t give him THAT, because… You can guess how it went.  Then I thought of Christina Rosetti’s words in her beautiful Christmas hymn “In the bleak midwinter:“  “What can I give Him, poor as I am? If I were a shepherd I could bring a Lamb. If I were a wise man, I would play my part, yet what I can I give him: give him my heart.” Yes, I could do that, I thought; except I already have – when I became a Christian more than 40 years ago. How can I give him my heart again? Then the thought struck me. It’s not just a one-off moment. Well yes, in a sense it is, because when we are born again God gives us a new heart, a heart of flesh instead of a heart of stone.  But the heart represents the centre and the driving force of our lives. It’s the seat of our will, our emotions, our reactions. It’s where the rivers of living water flow from when we are moving in the Spirit. It’s where His law is written. I have to give Him my new heart on a daily, moment by moment, basis. If He has got my heart, I am able to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ, so I won’t dwell on negatives. If He has got my heart, the fruit of the Spirit will show in my life because it won’t be controlled by the flesh and by my circumstances. And if He got my heart, I think I’ll be able to loosen my grip on the things that I hold tight, so at least I’ll be able to put them down sometimes when He asks me to, without feeling that I will have to lose them forever.

I think that this is what Paul means when he implores the Romans to “present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service.” (Romans 12:1) And how can we then “be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God?” (Romans 12:2) By quickly giving Him our hearts when they are beset by negatives and lusts, and receiving what is on His heart instead – that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

So what can you give Him? Give Him your heart. You don’t need to be a spiritual giant.

Walking in the Spirit

Word and Spirit

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“They willingly received Him into the boat, and immediately the boat was at the land where they were going” (John 6:21)

We know the story: the disciples were battling the storm, Jesus came walking over the water towards them, then as soon as He was in the boat with them they had reached their destination. I’ve always seen this as a wonderful demonstration of Jesus’s divinity, but I believe there is a further application for us, because what was true for the disciples on Lake Galilee can be true for us as well. When Jesus is in the boat with us, we are immediately at the land where we are going. We know where we are going: heaven. I can see two ways of looking at this. The first one is the “now and not yet” aspect of the Kingdom of God: the fullness of the Kingdom will be seen on earth when Jesus returns in His glory, yet the Kingdom of God is among us now (Luke 17:21), wherever the rule and reign of the King is manifested today. The second perspective is this: when we are in the presence of Jesus, we are there; we have reached our heavenly destination. It’s easy to bandy around phrases like “in the spirit,“ and “by faith,” but the inescapable reality is that when we are in the presence of Jesus we really are “at the land where we are going,” the promised land of the Kingdom of God, and all the provision and power of that Kingdom are there for us. In a message he preached nearly 100 years ago (in 1927) Smith Wigglesworth said this:

“I must recognise the difference between my own spirit and the Holy Spirit. My own spirit can do certain things on natural lines, can even weep and pray and worship, but it is all on a human plane, and we must not depend on our human thoughts and activities or on our own personality. If the baptism means anything to you, it should bring you to the death of the ordinary, where you are no longer putting faith in your own understanding; but, conscious of your own poverty, you are ever yielded to the spirit. Then it is that your body becomes filled with heaven on earth.“ (From “Smith Wigglesworth: the Complete Collection of His Life and Teachings” compiled by Roberts Liardon)

Jesus in the boat
I think the big question for Bible-believing Christians who are rowing through a storm is often this: “Lord, why aren’t I seeing your promises (for healing, provision, the miraculous, for ourselves or for others) fulfilled? Maybe the answer is that he’s not really in the boat. We know the promises of the land; we look to them and declare them, but we ignore the fact that the best way to receive their fulfillment is to have Jesus in the boat with us. Yes, He is with us all the time, just as we are seated in heavenly places all the time, but I don’t mean those statements of faith; I mean the experienced reality of His presence, when we know our body has become “filled with heaven on earth,” that only comes with a commitment to Psalm 27:8:

When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.”

Unlike anything the world has known
I believe that we are on the brink of the move of God prophesied by Smith Wigglesworth in 1947: “A revival that will eclipse anything that has been witnessed within these shores, even the Wesleyan and Welsh revivals of former years.” When this wave hits, it will be a tsunami, unlike anything the world has known, and it will be characterised by the word and the spirit coming together. “When the new church phase is on the wane, there will be evidence in the churches of something that has not been seen before: a coming together of those with an emphasis on the word and those with an emphasis on the Spirit. When the word and the Spirit come together, there will be the biggest move of the Holy Spirit that the nation, and indeed, the world has ever seen.”.

The word brings His promises; the spirit brings His presence. I think “the word and the spirit coming together” that Wigglesworth prophesies refers to more than churches who accept the baptism and gifts of the Holy Spirit and who preach, and teach, the word of God – although this is an important and essential part of the picture. I think this might also apply to us as individual believers. If we prioritize seeking His presence and willingly receiving him into the boat (spirit) when we pray His promises (word), I think we might find ourselves at the land where we are going.

Walking in the Spirit

The Supply of the Spirit (and the great grey shrike)

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“Now to him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think, according to the Power that works in Us, to him be glory in the church to or generations, forever and ever, amen.” (Ephesians 3: 20–21)

I just love it when God completely blows my mind with something that reminds me of this verse, the “exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think“ aspect of who He is. I went on a birding trip last week and had an experience that gave me a memorable picture of the difference that can exist between our expectations and God‘s supply.

The bird in the picture is a great grey shrike. They are rare winter visitors to the UK: there have only been about 60 individuals in the whole country over this Winter, mainly in the south and the east. Twitchers will travel halfway across the country to see one if it is reported on a birding blog. So last year I got very excited when one decided to stay for a few weeks on the edge of the woods about 4 miles from my house. I did get to see it, perching in a distant tree, and treasured the photograph below that I got – as you can see, it was hardly one you would put in a frame and hang on the wall. (The bird is about a quarter of the way down, slightly left of centre.)


When these birds find an area that they like they tend to stay there until they leave for their breeding grounds, so when one was reported in Lincolnshire (a county in England on the east coast, if you aren’t in the UK) last week, I made sure that the site was my first stop on a trip to that area that I was planning. My expectation was framed by my previous experience, so when we reached the spot where this bird had made its temporary home, I was expecting to scan the distant trees with my binoculars to get a sight of it.

There was another birder there when my friend and I arrived. “There it is! Just there, on top of the hedge!” he said. I started scanning the distant hedge with my binoculars. “No,” he said, “THERE!” And there, no more than 20 metres away (as opposed to the 200 or so that I was expecting), set a beautiful great grey shrike, posing for my camera. But that is not all: these birds have a habit of hovering like kestrels when they are hunting for prey. This little bird did not disappoint: it repeatedly flew down from its perch and hovered a few feet from the ground, looking for insects and worms in the mud. It was one of the most precious birding moments that I have ever experienced.


So why am I writing about it? I’ll put the answer as a question. What are your expectations of an encounter with God? Is it like the first time I saw a shrike, a distant grey spot on a treetop a couple of hundred yards away or more? What is your idea of “the presence of God?” Is it the cosy feeling of gathering with other believers and a good band, singing a few worship songs together; or could it be that God has more for you, a lot more, an intensity of love and peace that causes you to fall to your knees because standing has become impossible, where the shrike is hovering in front of your face and not perching in the dim distance?

Of course it is good to gather and worship, and it is true that the spirit of God is present among us when we do, because if we are believers He is within us all. But let us not be sold short into believing that this is all we can expect, because “God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think, according to the Power that works in us.”

Paul wrote this to the Philippians:

What then? Only that in every way, whether in pretense or in truth, Christ is preached; and in this I rejoice, yes, and will rejoice. For I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, according to my earnest expectation and hope that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. (Philippians 1: 18-20)

Paul’s “Ernest expectation and Hope“ was for an abundant “supply of the spirit,” a deluge, not a trickle. What about us? Surely God, who “gives the Spirit without measure,” wants the supply of the spirit in our lives to lead us to a place of submission that is real because we know that we have met with Jesus and have experienced something of His love and power? Yes, our experience must be rooted in the truth of God‘s word, but I don’t think God has given us the supply of His Spirit for us to only experience Him through the printed page. And yes, when two or three are gathered in His name He is there in the midst of us, but that is the beginning of the journey and a statement of faith; it’s not our destination. We don’t rise on eagle’s wings just by believing that we are eagles, but we need to wait for the wind to lift us, because that is how eagles soar. It’s “those who wait on the Lord” who renew their strength. The wind might not come for hours or even days, but we strengthen our faith through exercising it in the wait. The words of Christ are words are words of life, and He wants us to feel that life “according to the Power that works within us” as well as knowing the words that release it.


God honoured Paul’s expectation with such abundance that he personally started at least 14 churches probably 20, possibly more (see www.churchplanting.com) as well as fostering the growth of many of them, including the “hub“ church at Ephesus, through his letters and direct apostolic influence. You and I may not be Paul, but we have the same spirit who dwells within us, and it’s the spirit who raised Jesus from the dead. If we want to see Him really work among us, we need to raise our expectations, lift our wings and face into the wind – remembering that “the wind blows where it wills,” and not according to our plans.

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Bread from Heaven (5): The Food that endures to Eternal Life

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“Do not labour for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you, because God the Father has set His seal on Him.” (John 6:27)

We have seen how Jesus used the sign of the loaves and fishes to model a fundamental principle of His economy, which is, as the couriers sang way back in 1978 (thanks, for the link, CA!) that “God cannot put His riches into hands already full.” In addition, this sign demonstrates the management structure of the Kingdom of God: through Jesus, the bread of Heaven is passed on to the disciples for distribution. “Freely you have received, freely give,” He said when He commissioned the disciples to “Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons.” (Matt 10:8). We receive in order to give.

Sent to multiply
I think we can sometimes come to Jesus in gratitude and love for making a way at the cross for us to approach the Father, but then run there to soak up Father’s love and forgiveness without looking back to Jesus to ask Him what He wants us to do with it. But Jesus stands between us and the Father not just to represent us to Him, but to represent Him to us. “As the Father has sent me, so I am sending you,” He says in John 20:21, and when He is referring to Himself as the Bread of Life, He says: “As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me will live because of Me.” (John 6:57) As His life on earth was the Father’s life, so our life on earth is His life in us. And life, in the natural order of God’s creation, has one purpose and one only, which is to bear fruit and multiply. Everything that grows exists to reproduce itself. Just as the first natural man and woman were told to “go forth and multiply,” (Genesis 1:28) the same mandate rests on spiritual man:

“I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. “Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in Me, he is cast out as a branch and is withered; and they gather them and throw them into the fire, and they are burned.” (John 15: 1-6)

We have one purpose in Christ, and that is to bear fruit. We have the life of Christ in us so that we can impart it to others. It may be through salvation, through healing, prophesy or other spiritual gifts, it may be through material or financial blessing, it may be through all of these and more (1 Corinthians 12:11), but however the Spirit of God wants to use us, we live to give. Just as Jesus gave the loaves and fishes to His disciples to give to others, so we come to Him for “the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you” in order to share it with others. And in doing so, we find life for ourselves.

Feeding on Jesus
Central to this passage is the idea of “feeding on Jesus.” What it means to eat His flesh and drink His blood is so crucial to the Christian faith that the Church split over its meaning in the 16th century, with the Council of Trent in 1551 solidifying the dogma of transubstantiation and declaring that the elements of the Eucharist became the actual body and blood of Jesus. As a Protestant, I don’t hold to this doctrine, so this leaves me free to ask the question: what did Jesus really mean?

I think we can find strong clues in this passage, and if we examine them in the light of a few other sayings in John’s gospel I believe we can move towards an understanding of what Jesus may be saying to His Church. The starting place is the relationship between Jesus the Son and God the Father. Looking at verse 57 again, He says; “As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me will live because of Me.” What does it mean to “live because of the Father?” One answer is of course that this is true in a very real way: the Son of Man was actually begotten of the Father. God sent Him from Heaven by creating a natural body for Him on earth. As Hebrews 10:5 says, “when He came into the world, He said: “Sacrifice and offering You did not desire, But a body You have prepared for Me.” However, although this is true, I don’t think it’s what Jesus meant by living because of the Father. If He says that we will live if we feed on Him, just as He lives because of the Father, I think we have to look and see if He too lives by “feeding on the Father.” If He does, it will complete the equation which He uses more than once, that says “as it is between my Father and Me, so it is between me and you.” (e.g. John 20:21 above, also John 5:21, and John 15: 9-12.)

Living in the Vine
And He does. The loaves and the fishes are not the first time Jesus refers to food as being more than a meal for the stomach. After the meeting with the Samaritan woman, He says to His disciples: “I have food to eat of which you do not know… My food is to do the will of Him who sent Me, and to finish His work.” (John 4: 32-34) He says again in John 6:38 “I came down from Heaven, not to do my own will, but the will of the one who sent me.” Jesus feeds on the Father by doing His will. In fact He did nothing else: “Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner.” (John 5:19) Because this was completely true, He could say to Philip: “If you have seen me, you have seen the Father.” (John 14:9) Jesus feeds on the Father by doing His will all the time, so He only lives because of the Father. Nothing in His life is directed by anything other than the Father’s will. And so it is true for us: if we feed on Him by doing His will, we will live because of Him. In doing so we abide in Him ((John 15: 1-6  above) We live because of what the eucharist remembers (Luke 22:19) but we don’t live because we eat it. Only He has the words of life (John 6:68) but we don’t live because we devour them: we live because we do what He says. As Jesus did nothing without the Father, we can do nothing without Him (that equation again). And when we do what He says we remain in the vine, the life of the vine within us multiplies, our prayers are answered (John 15:10 “You will ask what you desire and it shall be done for you”)  and we “bear much fruit.”

Servants of Christ
Jesus pointed to this with the parable of the unprofitable servant (Luke 17: 7-10) when the disciples asked Him to increase their faith: “So likewise you, when you have done all those things which you are commanded, say, ‘We are unprofitable servants. We have done what was our duty to do.” There are many references to our status as servants of Christ, such as Ephesians 6:5, 1 Cor 7:22, and 1 Peter 2:16. I think Col 3:23-24 is particularly rich in meaning, (I have written about it recently in “Heart and Soul, Doing Everything for the Lord”): “Whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ.” Ephesians 2:10, which I’m sure I quote more than any other verse in the Bible, tells us that “We are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.” (NIV) As it was with Jesus, our food is to do the will of the One who sent us, and to complete His work.

So we come back to our opening reference, “Do not labour for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you, because God the Father has set His seal on Him.” (John 6:27) A transaction took place at the cross: we exchanged our lives for the life of Christ, which we received by the grace of God alone. But this is only His part of the transaction: our side is the manner of our response. We respond in love and worship, of course; but Jesus makes it clear that love is more than a feeling, and worship is more than singing: “He who has My commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves Me. And he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I will love him and manifest Myself to him.“ (John 14:21)

God’s Seal
Jesus puts the food that endures to eternal life into our hands when we respond to His grace with our faithful obedience. He tells us that He can give us this bread because the Father has set His seal on Him. As we have seen, He gives it to us so that we in turn can give it to the world. Again we see here the “as with me, so with you” equation, because God’s seal on Jesus came in the form of a dove when the Holy Spirit descended on Him in the Jordan, and we too have received the same seal through Him: “In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory”. (Eph 1: 13-14) It is by the Spirit that we receive the life of Christ, and it is by the Spirit that we impart it. Peter wrote: “As each one has received a gift, minister it to one another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God. If anyone speaks, let him speak as the oracles of God. If anyone ministers, let him do it as with the ability which God supplies, that in all things God may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom belong the glory and the dominion forever and ever. Amen.” (1 Peter 4:10-11) God’s seal on us isn’t just a promise of our future inheritance: it is the mark of our authority and empowering to do the works that Jesus did, and greater. (John 14:12)

So we give out our bread with the ability that God supplies, handfuls feeding thousands. Those who operate in prophetic or healing ministry know what this looks like. A line of people, maybe two or three deep, maybe even more, depending on the size of the meeting, have all responded to an altar call and have come forward for ministry. Like the disciples standing there with a handful of crumbs you see the hopeful faces, all looking to the Lord to receive something from Him through you. Maybe you have a few crumbs of a word; maybe nothing at all. But you know Jesus is there, like that day on the hillside, so you look to Him, empty-handed, because that is all you can do. Then as each person comes forward for prayer, He puts fresh bread into your hand, and you see God’s abundance flow in the power of the Holy Spirit.

I’ll finish with a story of how this worked out in a taxi recently, and it is particularly relevant here because it features the dove. A good way of keeping the mindset of serving Christ is to quite simply ask Him this: “Lord, have you got any jobs for me today?” Anne (my wife) prayed this while she was in a taxi not long ago, and felt that she was being asked to share her faith with the asian taxi driver. Wondering how to start the conversation, they drove past a church and she commented on the architecture. That proved to be the opening that the Lord had provided, and soon the conversation turned to spiritual matters. The driver said that he had given his life to Jesus as a young man many years ago, had been prayed for to be filled with the Holy Spirit, and had a real experience of the presence of God. He went home and told his parents, and they said: “Did you see the Dove?” to which he answered “No.” They said “It’s all rubbish then. You were just imagining it. If you didn’t see the Dove, it wasn’t the Holy Spirit.” Disheartened, He believed them, and went back to his old life without giving Jesus any further thought. But God had a work prepared beforehand for Anne, and He wasn’t letting the taxi driver go. She explained that the Dove had been specifically for Jesus, and that his experience of the Holy Spirit was real. She prayed for him in the taxi, and the Holy Spirit came on him again. When she got out of the taxi, the driver jumped out as well, ran round to her, and gave her what she says was the biggest bear hug she had ever received in her life.

“Lord, I’m your servant. Have you got any bread for me today?”

Living by Faith

Bread from Heaven (4): God’s Economy

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“He distributed them to the disciples, and the disciples to those sitting down; and likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted.”

It’s a much taught-on topic, but we cannot move on from the sign of the Bread of Life without considering the fact that the miracle happened in the hands of the disciples, not just through the hands of Jesus. For those who walk by faith Jesus is waiting with provision for the needs of the multitude, saying: “Take this, and give it out in my power.”

Riches in Glory
Imagine what it felt like for the disciples to have a small chunk of bread and a little bit of fish in their hands, to break pieces off, and see it just reappear in their hands, like water coming out of a tap. I wonder what it looked like? What it felt like? An unending flow of provision from Heaven pouring onto Earth by the Spirit to meet every need, in abundance. 2 Cor 9:8 comes to mind: “And God is able to make all grace abound toward you, that you, always having all sufficiency in all things, may have an abundance for every good work.” Count the “abundance” words in this verse: all grace, abound, always, all sufficiency, all things, abundance, every good work. Seven times in one sentence, the Holy Spirit spells out just how sufficient are the riches in glory according to which our God will supply all our needs. (Phil 4:19)

So why can it so often feel that we are behind the door when the abundance is handed out? We can bring any number of spiritual “reasons” to why our need can seem to remain no matter how much we tell God that we are believing for His sufficiency, but I think we can find a key in James 4:3. “When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.” James is not one to pull any punches. Does he mean that God is a Killjoy and doesn’t want us to have any pleasure? If God made all things for His pleasure (Rev 4:11), then surely we get to share in some of it? ! Tim 6:17 tells us that God “gives us richly all things to enjoy,” so it is certainly in His will that we have pleasure in our lives.

Pleasures and Priorities
The whole of 1 Timothy 6:17 says this: “Command those who are rich in this present age not to be haughty, nor to trust in uncertain riches but in the living God, who gives us richly all things to enjoy.” It’s not that God doesn’t want us to have “things to enjoy;” but in this verse we see that He wants to have the pleasure of giving them to us Himself, rather than see us try to by-pass His will for our lives and help ourselves to the things that we want. It’s a matter of trusting Him to Know what’s best for us, rather than asking for our inheritance like the prodigal son and spending it on carnal foolishness.

But it’s also a matter of priorities. It’s when we seek first the Kingdom of God that “all these things” are given to us. It’s when we give, that “pressed down, shaken together, running over, shall men pour into your lap.” (Luke 6:38) God’s economy is the reverse of the world’s. When we live as servants of Christ (which we are: 1 Cor 4:1, Col 3:24) our responsibility is first to Jesus: what does He want us to do with what He has given us? Like the unprofitable servants in the parable (Luke 17:10) our job is to do what we are told, and it’s the Lord’s job to reward us. He puts the loaves and fishes into our hands for us to distribute.

When I’ve read this story in the past I’ve tended to focus on the multiplication aspect: the boy’s lunch becoming food for the crowd, and all that we can learn from that. The teaching that I have listened to or read has tended to have the same emphasis, and the twelve baskets left over have been a bit of an aside. I’ve come across references to them being symbolic of the twelve tribes, and I’ve seen the instruction to “Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing is lost,” (v. 12) as referring to the theme expressed in v 37, where Jesus talks about gathering “all that the Father gives me.” But what I haven’t seen so often (if at all?) is that this is quite simply a demonstration of God’s economy in practice.

The Kingdom Equation
I see it like this: Jesus gives a visible handful of resources to His disciples, with the instruction to distribute what they are holding to the needs He has shown them. What they see in their hands is ludicrously insufficient, but what they need to believe and see in the Spirit is Philippians 4:19 and 2 Cor 9:8. When they obey and step out into the crowd, Jesus fulfils His part of the Kingdom equation, which, broadly expressed, is “His abundance always equals our need.” So far so familiar. But once the ministry is over, there are twelve baskets of fragments that weren’t needed by the crowd to gather up. And they may well have a symbolic and spiritual significance: as with all of the Word, there are many layers to every detail. But I think there is a more concrete and immediate application to this part of the story: twelve baskets, twelve disciples. One basket each. They began with crumbs, which, like the widow of Zarephath, (1 Kings 17:12) they shared out; and they ended up with plenty, pressed down, running over, poured into their laps.

We know God’s promises are true, but I think there is more to receiving God’s abundant supply than just knowing the words and declaring them. Jesus Himself tells us why: “Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it.” (Luke 11: 28 NIV) In these days of crumbling world systems and collapsing international order we are increasingly going to find ourselves in the place where Jesus is our only source of supply. And this isn’t just so that we can keep what He gives us for ourselves: it’s so that we can feed the hungry crowd with it first.