“Now when evening came, His disciples went down to the sea, got into the boat, and went over the sea toward Capernaum. And it was already dark, and Jesus had not come to them.” (John 6: 16-17)
Getting on with the Mission
I love this story: I don’t think there are many cameos in the Bible that point the contrast between the life of the spirit and the life of the flesh as well as this one. While Jesus was up on the mountain, the disciples headed for the boat. There are “big picture” examples of the flesh taking matters into its own hands and the consequences that are brought about – Saul’s hasty sacrifice when Samuel was delayed, narrated in 1 Samuel 13, comes to mind – but the disciples in their boat seems to speak particularly eloquently into our lives as disciples today. Unlike Saul, they were they were not disobeying any of God’s commands (1 Samuel 13:13): there is no record of Jesus telling them to wait until He came back. They were just getting on with their mission as well as they could.
Feeling Compelled
The main parallel with the story of Saul’s sacrifice is that, like him, they would have “felt compelled.” (1 Sam 13:12) Saul had picked a fight with the Philistines and now they were gathered against him in their numbers; and the people, trembling, were hiding in caves and pits and “were scattered from him.” (vs 6-8) The disciples knew they had to go to Capernaum and “it was already dark.” Although they didn’t know where Jesus was, there were plenty of people around with boats, so they probably assumed that He had either gone on ahead or would soon follow in someone else’s boat. He would either be at the house in Capernaum waiting for them, or would turn up a bit later, but wherever He was it was time to get moving. It’s also quite possible that they were exhausted and wanted to get away from the demands of the crowd. So the situation was compelling, and all very human. And all very plausible: have you never lost contact with someone in a group and thought: “Well, we’re headed for the same place. We’re bound to catch up with them there.” I certainly have.
Lost Authority
So it’s easy to be critical of the disciples for setting off without the Lord, but actually what they did was very natural, and it’s the naturalness of their action that makes it such a valuable lesson for us. And although they were not disobedient to God in the way that Saul was, there is a similarity in the consequence: they both resulted in a loss of authority. Saul lost his authority to rule Israel (1 Sam 13:14), and the disciples lost their authority to rule their circumstances. Sudden squalls were common on Lake Galilee, so whether or not this particular one was whipped up specially by the enemy to destroy them, or whether it was a natural occurrence, the disciples knew the risk they were taking and were confident that their skills and experience as fishermen would take them safely to Capernaum. It’s when we assume we are in control that the opposite is often the case.
Recognising the Difference
After three or four miles with the waves buffeting their boat and “a great wind blowing” (v.18), that confidence was probably ebbing away, and they were still only a little over halfway to their destination (Bethsaida to Capernaum was about six miles). Just as the disciples will have agreed with the Lord that they would go over to Capernaum, we too can have objectives that we have prayed over and been in agreement with the Holy Spirit about, but we can still set off without Him in the boat. We can employ all the natural resources we have at our disposal to act on a word, but we can leave out the presence of God and be following our own agenda. Smith Wigglesworth said this: “I must recognise the difference between my own spirit and the Holy Spirit. My own spirit can do certain things on natural lines, can even weep and pray and worship, but it is all on a human plane, and we must not depend on our human thoughts and activities or on our own personality. If the baptism (in the Spirit – my parenthesis) means anything to you, it should bring you to the death of the ordinary, where you are no longer putting faith in your own understanding; but, conscious of your own poverty, you are ever yielded to the spirit. Then it is that your body becomes filled with heaven on earth.“ (For transcripts of Wigglesworth’s sermons and other material relating to his life and ministry, see http://www.smithwigglesworth.com)
The Valley and the Mountain
How much of our worship and our mission, are “on natural lines,” rowing stalwartly towards God’s objectives without His presence in the boat? We pray for the wind and waves to abate but to no avail, because, whatever our gifting or our position in the church, we have no spiritual authority in our own strength. And when we are drenched, exhausted and storm-tossed, the enemy whispers into our hearts: “What do you think you are doing in this boat anyway? You’re never going to get to your Capernaum: you might as well give up now…” Yes, we are able to silence that voice and we row on through the storm, pressing on towards the goal as we shout Philippians 3:14 into the wind. We stay afloat but Capernaum doesn’t seem to get any nearer. But the “goal” that Paul is referring to is “the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” Lake Galilee is at the bottom of a valley, 200 ft below sea level. The mountains that surround it rise to 2000 ft. And here, for me, is one of the central points of this story: While Jesus was up on the mountain, the disciples were down in the valley.
The Upward Call
What are our goals, as individuals and as churches? Where is our Capernaum? I think in many cases we can get into the boat and start rowing, but never actually get there, and the dream of seeing the Kingdom of God on earth as it is in heaven becomes seeing the Kingdom of God in heaven when our ship has finally sunk on earth. But although it’s true that the Old Testament heroes of faith “did not receive the promise,” (Hebrews 11:39), the next verse starts with the words “God, having provided something better for us…” God has provided something better for us than rowing through the storm until our ship has sunk. God has given us His son, He has given us the Holy Spirit, and He has given us a choice: do we stay lower than sea level and do what circumstances and our natural thinking dictate, hoping we’ll meet God when we’ve arrived; or do we go up the mountain to seek His face first (Psalm 27:8), and not move until we know He’s coming with us?
The way Up is Down
We need to remind ourselves that we can no more climb the mountain through our own strength and abilities than we can row to our destination. In his sermon “Keeping the vision,” Smith Wigglesworth says this: “There are two sides to this Baptism: the first is, that you possess the Spirit; the second is that the Spirit possesses you. This is my message at this time – being possessed by the Baptizer, and not merely possessing the Baptizer… I believe that God’s ministers are to be flames of fire; nothing less than flames; nothing less than mighty instruments with burning messages, with a heart full of love, with such a depth of consecration that God has taken full charge of the body and it exists only that it may manifest the glory of God.” Later in the same message he says: “It seems to me that the way to get up is to get down.” In his book “Pride versus Humility,” Derek Prince says the same thing: “The way up is down; the way down is up. If we want to go up, we must start by going down.” The only thing we can be certain of is that we don’t know where Jesus is going at all, unless we are with Him: He might not even be to Capernaum; and if He is, the chances are that it won’t be when we think, because His thoughts are not our thoughts. If we want His plans, we need to be dead to our own. Our abilities, our understanding of what God has done in the past, our ideas of what His next move is going to be: these all need to be at the bottom of the lake before we start out, because we don’t actually ask Him to come with us: we go with Him. We’ll find Him up the mountain.
If we want to press on, we need to respond to the upward call of God, and start by going down.






