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God gives the Spirit without limit. Jesus gave the Holy Spirit to the church to equip us to be His witnesses and carry on the work that He started by that same power. To deny that the power and gifts of the Holy Spirit are available to the believer today, or to say, as some do, that God does not speak supernaturally to His people today, is effectively taking Christ out of Christianity.

Walking in the Spirit

The Pool of Siloam

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The longest account (41 verses) of any of the seven signs that John included in his gospel was the healing of the man born blind at the Pool of Siloam, which takes up the whole of John 9. As John points out, “Siloam” means “sent,“ or more specifically, because of the structure of the Greek, “the sent one.“ Jesus declares that the Father sent Him 32 times in John’s Gospel alone, so the significance of the blind man being healed by washing in the pool of the Sent One will not have been lost on the Pharisees or indeed on His followers.

Just consider what it’s like to have your eyes opened for the first time after a lifetime of blindness, in which you have perceived and navigated the world just through the senses of touch, hearing and smell, and to a lesser extent taste? Anne, my wife, had her first pair of glasses when she was 10 years old: throughout her childhood until then she had suffered from myopia, so when she looked at a tree, for example, she saw a blur of shifting green shapes but did not discern the leaves in the impression of the tree before her. Trees were mottled green blobs of varying shapes and sizes, and that was how she knew them, and how she assumed everyone else saw them as well. When she put on her first pair of glasses, the world changed for her. Now I don’t know anyone who was born blind, but I imagine someone blind from birth would build up, over the years, a detailed world of mental images, diagrams and maps among which they lived. Some would be fairly accurate, maybe like Anne’s trees; some would be functional but nothing like fact, others would be wildly distorted, yet more would not exist at all, and those that did exist would all be lacking colour and the interplay of light and shade. I imagine this would have been something like the life of the man at the Pool of Siloam.

Then one moment Jesus came along, and in an instant truth and beauty were revealed. I have heard people I know say that everything looked different the moment they invited Jesus into their lives: light seemed stronger, colours brighter – and those were people who could already see. But the man who was healed must have gazed around in unbelieving wonder at what his brand new  vision had just brought him. And then maybe he might have just wanted to run around wildly in the joy of not bumping into things – who knows?

The Deep Things of God
But as the healed man himself said (John 9:25): “One thing I know. Though I was blind, now I see.” And one thing we do know is this:

“Eye has not seen, nor ear hear, nor has entered into the heart of man, the things that God has prepared for those who love him.“ (1 Corinthians 2:9).

The Realities of the heavenly dimensions are as invisible to us as the realities of earth were to the man born blind, until his eyes were opened. 1 Corinthians 2:10 continues:

“But God has revealed them to us by His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God.“

When Paul writes about his revelations in the third heaven (2 Corinthians 12:2) he refers to “unspeakable words which it is not lawful for a man to utter.” What he heard there was too sacred to be released on earth: they were “deep things of God“ which in this instance could only exist beyond the corruption and limitations of the human sphere. By the Spirit, Paul was given the Grace to receive “the abundance of the revelations” (v. 7) by being taken out of the physical realm – “whether in the body or out of the body I do not know” (verse 3)- because there was no place for them in the flesh. The level of revelation we can receive while in the body is generally not of the same order as those given to Paul on his visit to Paradise, but the principle is the same. Whereas the Pharisees had the arrogance to say dismissively of Jesus that they did not know where He was from (John 9:29), so by implication He couldn’t be anyone of importance, the truth is that we can know nothing of the Kingdom Of God unless He reveals it to us by His Spirit. It is only by His Spirit that we can search the deep things of God; it’s only by revelation that we can see His kingdom, and it’s only by the Spirit that we can know the King.

No Condemnation
Everything in the Bible is there for a reason, and I believe this applies to the sequence of the accounts as well as their content. It seems to me that there is a progression, for example, from Christ’s prophesy of the living waters of the Holy Spirit being poured out (John 7:38) to the healing of the man born blind. In between these two comes the picture of His life-giving mercy towards the woman caught in adultery, contrasted with the judgementalism of the Pharisees who sought to bring death. It is only the living water of the Holy Spirit that can open our eyes to the mercy of the eternal God and the reality of Romans 8:1, that “there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the spirit.“

By placing the story of the woman caught in adultery and Jesus’s words “Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more” immediately before the healing at the Pool of Siloam, it seems that the Holy Spirit, in “breathing” John’s writing (“all scripture is God-breathed,” 2 Tim 3: 16) specifically wants to heal any blindness we might have to the truth of Romans 8:1. Jesus said, “It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.” (John 6:63) If this truth, along with the mercy that beats at the heart of the Spirit’s life, still hasn’t reached our hearts, we need to follow the path of John’s narrative to today’s pool of the Sent One, the Holy Spirit, and allow the living God to wash the mud out of our eyes. For some of us, it will reveal a whole new world.

(See also the last section of “Seated in Heavenly Places“ for more on staying free of condemnation.)

Discipleship and witness, Holiness: You shall be perfect, Living by Faith, Walking in the Spirit

Seated in Heavenly Places

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“But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.” (Ephesians 2: 4-7)

It’s easy enough to read these words and tell ourselves that we believe them, but speaking personally, I wonder how much I really understand what it is to be seated in heavenly places when I don’t even know what they look like? Paul had been there (see 2 Cor 12: 2-4), and I have friends who have had visions of them, but so far that hasn’t been part of my walk with Jesus. But Jesus said to Thomas: “Because you have seen me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed,” so that tells me that those of us (i.e. most of the Body of Christ) who haven’t had any visionary experience of heavenly places, can be blessed in our lack of experience just as we are blessed with eternal life by believing in the Saviour that we haven’t seen. So my question is this: if I am blessed for believing what I haven’t seen, how do I live out of that blessing? Among other things, being seated in heavenly places is our position of spiritual authority, and that is my focus here, because the devil will do all he can to get us out of our seats in the spirit and running around, weakened, in the flesh. Here are three keys that may help us to stay in our seats. I plan to post some more in future articles.

Remain in the atmosphere of worship.
If we know one thing about heaven it is that it rings with worship. When John first looked through the door into heaven and beheld “a throne set in heaven, and One sat on the throne,” (Rev 4:2) the scene before him is ablaze with the beauty of the Lord and resounds with unending worship:

“The four living creatures, each having six wings, were full of eyes around and within. And they do not rest day or night, saying:
“Holy, holy, holy,
Lord God Almighty,
Who was and is and is to come!” (Rev 4:8)

Heavenly places echo with constant worship, so we too must keep our hearts tuned to this atmosphere. As we know, God is looking for true worshippers: “The hour is coming, and is now here, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for the Father is seeking such people to worship him.“(John 4:23) However this isn’t easy, as we know. But I think Paul gives us some help here:  his exhortation to the Thessalonians to “give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” (1 Thess 5:18) is a reminder to remain thankful for the wonder of our salvation and the abundance of God’s mercy in lifting us into those heavenly places, whatever may be happening around us. Whatever we are doing, we can always seek God’s face in the midst of it: “When You said, “Seek My face,” My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.” (Psalm 27:8) If we seek His presence we will find it (Matthew 7:7), and when we do, our hearts will be stirred to worship, on earth as it is in heaven. It was “because of His great love with which He loved us” that God “made us alive together with Christ,” so that He could have us in His presence and we could share the wonders of heaven with Him. We have been lifted there because God wants us with him. I have a precious pair of pictures of my son-in-law with my 4-year old grandson. In the first picture, he is standing behind his son, with his arms outstretched, but the little boy is looking in the other direction and is unaware of what is about to happen. In the next picture, he has been scooped up, and his happy face is close to the smiling countenance of his loving dad. The God of the Universe, in all His glory and majesty, has scooped us up because He wanted us close to Him. If we can keep our hearts aligned with this truth I think the rest will follow; and spiritual authority, alongside the capacity to love, will become a reality in our lives. (Eph. 2:4-5) God doesn’t need our thanks: giving thanks in all circumstances is for our benefit, not His.

Maintain holiness and consecration.
Heaven is a holy place. Jesus has qualified us to be there, but He wants us to take what we have been given in heaven and bring it to earth. As well as keeping our flame of worship alive, we need to keep our mind renewed and empty of carnality and selfish ambition. Talking of those “by nature children of wrath,” Paul writes “among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, … just as the others.” (Ephesians 2:3) How much of our thought life and activity revolves round gratifying the flesh? In Christ we “walk after the spirit and not after the flesh,” but it’s also true that “the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another.”(Gal 5:17) Suffice to say that there is a battle going on, and we can’t expect to be spiritual without being vigilant.

So why focus particularly on “selfish ambition?” Because Satan’s selfish ambition brought about his downfall and consequently introduced sin into the world, by tempting man with the thought that he, too, could “be like God, knowing good from evil.” (Genesis 3:5) Satan’s selfish ambition became Man’s: it is at the very root  of all sin. James writes: “Where jealousy and selfish ambition exists, there will be disorder and every vile practice,” (James 3:16) and Paul teaches us to ”Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves.” (Phil 2:3)

King Jesus, the Lord of Lords, was “meek and humble of heart.” Philippians 2:3 tells us that our pathway to this humility is not to try to fight a battle against conceit in our heads, but quite simply to make a practice of putting the interests of others before our own. When we are unselfishly loving others we are pulling up roots of sin in our own hearts. Holiness and consecration are a consequence of a decision to love instead of being the lofty goal of a priestly lifestyle, and love begins with humility. Peter writes, “Love covers a multitude of sin.” (1 Pe 4:8) Not only does our loving forgiveness of others cover the sin in their lives, just as Christ’s forgiveness covers ours, but it also covers “a multitude of sin” in our own hearts so that we can indeed “be holy, just as I am holy.” (1 Pe 1:16)

It’s notable that Paul partners “selfish ambition” with “vain conceit.” They have the same root of pride: both exalt self. Conceit tells me that I am better than others, and ambition makes a career path out of that belief. Since it was selfish ambition that caused Satan to be cast out of heaven, we can’t sit in heavenly places with any in our hearts.

Stay free of condemnation.
We are blameless before Him; His adopted sons. We know the scripture, of course: “there is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.” But knowing the words doesn’t always mean we know the truth in our hearts, and many of us can be all too ready to listen to the enemy when he whispers condemnation over us, because it’s an area where he has often started building strongholds during childhood. A “naughty” child becoming a rebellious teenager who comes to faith in their early 20’s can carry a lot of baggage into the Kingdom, and it’s not always easy to leave at the cross – until we grasp the dimensions of Christ’s sacrifice measured against our condemnation. Paul writes:

“Who can lay a charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. Who is he who condemns? It is Christ who died, and furthermore is also risen, who is even at the right hand of God, Who also makes intercession for us.” (Romans 8:33–34).

If we measure a pebble against Mount Everest, even that is not enough to even begin measuring the value of God’s gift to us against the weight – or lack of it – of condemnation that the enemy would try and lay on our shoulders. What is the devil’s pebble against us when we have a mountain of freedom in Christ? Who can lay a charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. Hebrews 12:2 says “Jesus endured the cross, despising the shame, for the joy set before Him.” If our Jesus despised Calvary’s mountain of shame, who are we to catch and carry the pebbles that the devil tosses in our direction? “He who believes in Him will not be put to shame.” (Romans 10:11, 1 Pe 2:6)

Condemnation that hurts us is only part of the picture, however, because “out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.” (Luke 6:45) If we feel condemned in ourselves, we will be prone to condemning others. If we can truly walk in the freedom that Christ has given us in this area, we will be less likely to be judgemental of others; less likely to be open to the enemy using us to put other people to shame. Even when we work at not allowing the critical words to be formed on our lips, what is in our hearts will always leak out. If there is no shame in our own hearts, there will be none to spill over others.

I want to look at one more aspect of this topic before we leave it. Paul writes “I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God to salvation to everyone who believes.” (Romans 1:16) If we are vulnerable to condemnation and the shame that it brings, it will affect our witness: if we are ashamed of ourselves, we will also be ashamed of the gospel. If we are confident in who we are in Christ, we will be more likely to be confident in sharing what He has done for us. I think this makes it one of Satan’s favoured weapons against God’s people: if there is one thing he must want more than just about anything else, it is to close down our effectiveness in sharing the victory of Calvary. We need to keep in mind the words of Jesus to the woman caught in adultery: “Woman, where are those accusers of yours?  Has no one condemned you?” She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said to her, “Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more.” (John 8:10-11) There is no condemnation in Christ Jesus; there is no condemnation in heavenly places.

Where we are seated in the Spirit is our place of authority. The devil works hard at trying to make us get up out of our seats: we mustn’t let him.

Next: our sonship, not our business card.

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Bone of my Bones: Headship in the Church

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“And the LORD God said, “It is not good that man should be alone; I will make him a helper comparable to him.” Out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the field and every bird of the air, and brought them to Adam to see what he would call them. And whatever Adam called each living creature, that was its name. So Adam gave names to all cattle, to the birds of the air, and to every beast of the field. But for Adam there was not found a helper comparable to him. And the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall on Adam, and he slept; and He took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh in its place. Then the rib which the LORD God had taken from man He made into a woman, and He brought her to the man. And Adam said:

“This is now bone of my bones
And flesh of my flesh;
She shall be called Woman,
Because she was taken out of Man.”

Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and they shall become one flesh. And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.” (Genesis 2:18-25 NKJV)

“To the woman He said…Your desire shall be for your husband,
And he shall rule over you.” (Gen 3:16 NKJV)

I’m going to jump straight in here. Is headship, particularly in the church, exclusively the province of the men, or can headship – and especially church eldership – be female as well? As we know, opinions are divided. The following opinion is mine. I think it’s an important topic at the moment, because if Smith Wigglesworth’s 1947 prophesy is true, the move of God that is coming on the earth is going to be unlike anything seen before. And I don’t think the Holy Spirit was just talking about the scope of the revival as it spreads worldwide; I think He was also referring to what the church in revival will look like. It’s going to be different.

So what does it look like now? As far as we can see, the elders of the early church were all men, and Paul’s teaching on the place of women in the church certainly seems to put them below men in the hierarchy. He says to the Corinthians that women should “Keep silent in the churches,” (1 Cor 14:34), and teaches that “the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man, and the head of Christ is God.” (1 Cor 11:3) In my experience at least, women are not expected to keep silent in church any more, any more than they are generally expected to cover their heads (although there are exceptions): the societal norms of the first century don’t apply today. More difficult to dismiss is the “headship hierarchy” that Paul gives: God over Christ, Christ over man, man over woman. Many (but again, not all) evangelical denominations hold to the “complementarian” view that men and women are equal before God in value and worth, but have distinct roles in the home and church, one of which is the role of headship that falls to the man.

The previous verse says this: “Now I praise you, brethren, that you remember me in all things and keep the traditions just as I delivered them to you.” The word translated here as “traditions” (Greek paradosis, if you are interested) is literally rendered as “ordinances,” and was used particularly to describe the body of precepts that illustrated and expanded the written law particularly as it applied  to ritual. Strong’s defines the word as “transmission, i.e. (concretely) a precept; specially, the Jewish traditionary law:—ordinance, tradition.” (Strong’s G3862) Paul was establishing a new culture in a society of Roman licentiousness and temple prostitution, where women without a head covering were communicating a message of sexual availability; where women drawing attention to themselves by speaking out in public again signalled a desire to be noticed for more than just their words.

Paul was a Pharisee, a passionate keeper and self-appointed guardian of the Law, who had had a life-changing encounter with Christ, the fulfilment of the Law. He had exchanged his vision of the law for his vision of Christ, but he still would have had some of the ways of of a pharisee: his intention was that the church of Christ should not be brought into disrepute in the society of his day, and I imagine he would have given weight to the “traditions” he delivered because of the importance of tradition in his past. Ordinances, or traditions (paradosis), were an integral part of Jewish law, and carried its full weight. But the church is not under the law, as Paul is repeatedly at pains to remind us. By his own description, Paul’s instructions were the commands of a man: just because he shows an authoritative manner in applying them to a situation that could affect the reputation of the church within its community does not necessarily mean that we can infer from those instructions a timeless principle that Jesus applies to building His church today.

Principles of headship
Such principles can be found elsewhere: in Ephesians 4, for example, where we read how we “may grow up in all things into Him who is the head—Christ— from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its share, causes growth of the body for the edifying of itself in love.” (Ephesians 4: 15-16) There is no hierarchy of headship here: men and women together, the whole body, grow up in all things into the one Head. In fact “joined and knit together by what every joint supplies” has an echo of Adam’s joyful “bone of my bones” – the original creation reflected in the new. Again, Colossians 1:18 tells us that Christ has supremacy in all things, and specifically that He is “the head of the body, the church.” In Ephesians 1: 22-23 we read that God has put all things under His feet and appointed Him as “head over all things to the church,” and again in Ephesians 5:23 Paul states that “Christ is the head of the church, His body, of which He is the saviour.” There is no reference in any of these verses to Christ’s headship of women being delegated through men. God has “raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus.” (Eph 2:6) Finally, Paul spells out this equality – this complete “togetherness” – in his letter to the Galatians: “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus.” (Gal 3:28) In Christ, there is neither male nor female. To infer from Paul’s instructions on maintaining order in the early church that men and women are anything other than “together” under the headship of Christ seems dangerously close to falling into the same trap as the religious leaders of his day, whom Jesus castigated for “teaching as doctrine the commandments of men.” (Matt 15:9)

A help meet for him
Finally, if headship was male we could expect to see evidence of this in how God ordered His creation before the fall, yet it seems (to me at least) that the opposite is the case. His intention to create Eve is stated in Genesis 2:18, where He says He will make a helper, or literally a help, suitable for Adam. The  KJV translates the original Hebrew words ezer kenegdo as a “help meet for him,” which is rendered variously in different translations as “a helper suitable for him” (NIV, NASB), “a helper comparable to him” (NKJV) “a helper who is just right for him” (NLT) etc. The KJV translation reads “a help meet for him” (“meet” meaning “suitable” in the English of the time), and the two have become combined into a single noun, “helpmeet.” If we read this with a male-headship mindset, we can, if we aren’t careful, see God creating a sort of sous-chef for Adam’s kitchen; someone who “helps out” with the jobs he can’t manage on his own in his task of tending and watching over the Garden of Eden. But the Hebrew phrase “ezer kenegdo” literally means “a helper corresponding to him,” or “a matching counterpart.” And if we look at how and where else the word ezer is used in the Old Testament, we find that it occurs many times in the book of Psalms. Well known verses include

Psalm 46:1: “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.”

Psalm 121:1-2: “I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth.”

Psalm 33:20: “Our soul waits for the Lord; he is our help and our shield.”

Psalm 124:8: “Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth.”

In the New Testament, the original language is different, but the concept carried into our English translations is the same: “But when the Helper comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit of truth, who proceeds from the Father, he will bear witness about me.” (John 15:26)

Jesus called the Holy Spirit “the Helper.” In other words, God used the word “Helper” for Himself, and He made man in His image. God made woman for man so that man wasn’t alone, not because he could not manage. She was the helper that was kenegdo, corresponding to him like a mirror image. He created Eve to work in the garden alongside Adam, not under him. Just as God had made Adam in his own image, so He also made Eve in his own image. Just as God is one who helps, so is Eve. Just as God is our companion who strengthens us and provides succour, and is the one who rescues and protects us, Eve can do the same. Ezer kenegdo means all of that. Yes, she can carry Adam’s tools in the garden; and at the same time no doubt God intended that Adam should also give help to Eve. Eve was not created to be Adam’s assistant: she was his ally. And just as we are only complete in relationship with our Helper, so Adam was only complete in relationship with his. You can’t have an incomplete head. The text suggests to me that the man and the woman were created to be side by side in the Garden, tending it in relationship, and that neither was head over the other.

And it was good… until the Fall
The fact that Eve was “taken out of Man” is sometimes construed as suggesting an innate superiority in the male; that woman was derived from Man and therefore is in some way secondary; that Man came first in creation and is therefore at the top of the hierarchy. But when Adam saw Eve, I think his reaction was entirely different. “This is now bone of my bones, flesh of my flesh” tells me that he saw his helper as someone who was the same as him, equal in every way. God was not establishing a hierarchy; He was establishing an equality. If it wasn’t “good” for man to be alone (remembering how the word “good” when used in the creation narrative describes the perfection of creation before the fall), it certainly was “good” for man to have an equal helper who would tend Creation in relationship, one flesh, with him. It was this relationship that Satan destroyed at the Fall.

We know the story of course. Eve listened to Satan, Adam joined in, they disobeyed God, and creation came under the curse of sin and death. The equality between man and woman was ruined at the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

“To the woman He said…
Your desire shall be for your husband,
And he shall rule over you.” (Gen 3:16)

So male headship didn’t begin at creation but was written into the curse, and enshrined into human traditions thereafter. But just as the curse of sin and death destroyed the relationship that God had originally created, it all changed again when Jesus went to the cross to set us free from it (Romans 8:2). Seated together in the heavenly places that Jesus paid for on our behalf, the original “good” relationship of Eden is restored. Paul’s instructions to the Corinthians addressed situations that could arise as men and women gave in to their carnal nature. But we walk after the Spirit and not after the flesh, and surely the question of headship in the church should be decided according to the truth of where men and women sit in heavenly places, in the Spirit, and not according to what Paul said to the church at Corinth that clung to the flesh. And I think we should be guided by what Genesis 2:18 seems to say about Eve being Adam’s “matching counterpart,” not by the consequence of their sin and the curse that ensued.

“The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.” (Romans 8:2) This is the only law that we should be applying when we think about headship in the home and eldership in the church.

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Pressing on – or being pressed?

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“Now when evening came, His disciples went down to the sea, got into the boat, and went over the sea toward Capernaum. And it was already dark, and Jesus had not come to them.” (John 6: 16-17)

Getting on with the Mission
I love this story: I don’t think there are many cameos in the Bible that point the contrast between the life of the spirit and the life of the flesh as well as this one. While Jesus was up on the mountain, the disciples headed for the boat. There are “big picture” examples of the flesh taking matters into its own hands and the consequences that are brought about – Saul’s hasty sacrifice when Samuel was delayed, narrated in 1 Samuel 13, comes to mind – but the disciples in their boat seems to speak particularly eloquently into our lives as disciples today. Unlike Saul, they were they were not disobeying any of God’s commands (1 Samuel 13:13): there is no record of Jesus telling them to wait until He came back. They were just getting on with their mission as well as they could.

Feeling Compelled
The main parallel with the story of Saul’s sacrifice is that, like him, they would have “felt compelled.” (1 Sam 13:12) Saul had picked a fight with the Philistines and now they were gathered against him in their numbers; and the people, trembling, were hiding in caves and pits and “were scattered from him.” (vs 6-8) The disciples knew they had to go to Capernaum and “it was already dark.” Although they didn’t know where Jesus was, there were plenty of people around with boats, so they probably assumed that He had either gone on ahead or would soon follow in someone else’s boat. He would either be at the house in Capernaum waiting for them, or would turn up a bit later, but wherever He was it was time to get moving. It’s also quite possible that they were exhausted and wanted to get away from the demands of the crowd. So the situation was compelling, and all very human. And all very plausible: have you never lost contact with someone in a group and thought: “Well, we’re headed for the same place. We’re bound to catch up with them there.” I certainly have.

Lost Authority
So it’s easy to be critical of the disciples for setting off without the Lord, but actually what they did was very natural, and it’s the naturalness of their action that makes it such a valuable lesson for us. And although they were not disobedient to God in the way that Saul was, there is a similarity in the consequence: they both resulted in a loss of authority. Saul lost his authority to rule Israel (1 Sam 13:14), and the disciples lost their authority to rule their circumstances. Sudden squalls were common on Lake Galilee, so whether or not this particular one was whipped up specially by the enemy to destroy them, or whether it was a natural occurrence, the disciples knew the risk they were taking and were confident that their skills and experience as fishermen would take them safely to Capernaum. It’s when we assume we are in control that the opposite is often the case.

Recognising the Difference
After three or four miles with the waves buffeting their boat and “a great wind blowing” (v.18), that confidence was probably ebbing away, and they were still only a little over halfway to their destination (Bethsaida to Capernaum was about six miles). Just as the disciples will have agreed with the Lord that they would go over to Capernaum, we too can have objectives that we have prayed over and been in agreement with the Holy Spirit about, but we can still set off without Him in the boat. We can employ all the natural resources we have at our disposal to act on a word, but we can leave out the presence of God and be following our own agenda. Smith Wigglesworth said this: “I must recognise the difference between my own spirit and the Holy Spirit. My own spirit can do certain things on natural lines, can even weep and pray and worship, but it is all on a human plane, and we must not depend on our human thoughts and activities or on our own personality. If the baptism (in the Spirit – my parenthesis) means anything to you, it should bring you to the death of the ordinary, where you are no longer putting faith in your own understanding; but, conscious of your own poverty, you are ever yielded to the spirit. Then it is that your body becomes filled with heaven on earth.“ (For transcripts of Wigglesworth’s sermons and other material relating to his life and ministry, see http://www.smithwigglesworth.com)

The Valley and the Mountain
How much of our worship and our mission, are “on natural lines,” rowing stalwartly towards God’s objectives without His presence in the boat? We pray for the wind and waves to abate but to no avail, because, whatever our gifting or our position in the church, we have no spiritual authority in our own strength. And when we are drenched, exhausted and storm-tossed, the enemy whispers into our hearts: “What do you think you are doing in this boat anyway? You’re never going to get to your Capernaum: you might as well give up now…” Yes, we are able to silence that voice and we row on through the storm, pressing on towards the goal as we shout Philippians 3:14 into the wind. We stay afloat but Capernaum doesn’t seem to get any nearer. But the “goal” that Paul is referring to is “the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” Lake Galilee is at the bottom of a valley, 200 ft below sea level. The mountains that surround it rise to 2000 ft. And here, for me, is one of the central points of this story: While Jesus was up on the mountain, the disciples were down in the valley.

The Upward Call
What are our goals, as individuals and as churches? Where is our Capernaum? I think in many cases we can get into the boat and start rowing, but never actually get there, and the dream of seeing the Kingdom of God on earth as it is in heaven becomes seeing the Kingdom of God in heaven when our ship has finally sunk on earth. But although it’s true that the Old Testament heroes of faith “did not receive the promise,” (Hebrews 11:39), the next verse starts with the words “God, having provided something better for us…” God has provided something better for us than rowing through the storm until our ship has sunk. God has given us His son, He has given us the Holy Spirit, and He has given us a choice: do we stay lower than sea level and do what circumstances and our natural thinking dictate, hoping we’ll meet God when we’ve arrived; or do we go up the mountain to seek His face first (Psalm 27:8), and not move until we know He’s coming with us?

The way Up is Down
We need to remind ourselves that we can no more climb the mountain through our own strength and abilities than we can row to our destination. In his sermon “Keeping the vision,” Smith Wigglesworth says this: “There are two sides to this Baptism: the first is, that you possess the Spirit; the second is that the Spirit possesses you. This is my message at this time – being possessed by the Baptizer, and not merely possessing the Baptizer… I believe that God’s ministers are to be flames of fire; nothing less than flames; nothing less than mighty instruments with burning messages, with a heart full of love, with such a depth of consecration that God has taken full charge of the body and it exists only that it may manifest the glory of God.” Later in the same message he says: “It seems to me that the way to get up is to get down.” In his book “Pride versus Humility,” Derek Prince says the same thing: “The way up is down; the way down is up. If we want to go up, we must start by going down.” The only thing we can be certain of is that we don’t know where Jesus is going at all, unless we are with Him: He might not even be to Capernaum; and if He is, the chances are that it won’t be when we think, because His thoughts are not our thoughts. If we want His plans, we need to be dead to our own. Our abilities, our understanding of what God has done in the past, our ideas of what His next move is going to be: these all need to be at the bottom of the lake before we start out, because we don’t actually ask Him to come with us: we go with Him. We’ll find Him up the mountain.

If we want to press on, we need to respond to the upward call of God, and start by going down.

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The Anointing

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Jesus is the Messiah: the word messiah means “Anointed one.” In the Acts of the Apostles, Luke tells us that “God anointed Jesus with the Holy Spirit and Power. He went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, because God was with him.” (Acts10:38). In our church contexts we often talk about people “moving in the anointing,” or we might say that “the anointing was on such-and-such today.” When we use the term, what we are saying is that the power or the presence of the Holy Spirit was evident at the time, just as Acts 10:38 tells us that He was present with Jesus, but this is a generalised statement. What more specifically does Scripture tell us about the Anointing?

In Luke 4:18,  where Jesus quotes from  Isaiah 61:1-2, we read specifically what His anointing was for:

 “The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me,
Because He has anointed Me
To preach the gospel to the poor;
He has sent Me to heal the broken hearted, 
To proclaim liberty to the captives
And recovery of sight to the blind,
To set at liberty those who are oppressed;

To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.”


As the called and chosen followers of Jesus, we, His disciples can – indeed, should – expect this anointing to be upon us as well if we are to do the Works that He did, as He promises in John 14:12. If we aren’t doing the works, it seems to me that it’s because we aren’t in the Anointing. If the Church is the body of Christ on earth, then it’s true to say that His body carries the anointing that was poured upon it when the Holy Spirit was given at Pentecost. But no one individual walks in the fullness of the ministry of Christ: Ephesians four teaches us that different individuals carry different ministry gifts, 1 Corinthians 12 and 14 speak about the gifts that the Holy Spirit imparts as He wills, and Romans 12 talks again about the Grace gifts of God. These are all aspects of God‘s anointing on the Church, expressed in the specific contexts that relate to our walk with Him.

The anointing of the Holy Spirit is modelled in the Old Testament through the anointing with oil, and this model has been retained in the New Testament church. James 5:14-15 makes this statement: “Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.” Will save the sick … will raise him up… What has happened to that certainty? Why is healing just a possibility today, and not a given as it was then? I think the answer lies in our understanding of what the anointing means.

Anointing for Authority
In 1 Samuel 16:13 we read “Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him  in the midst of his brothers, and the spirit of the Lord came upon David from that day forward.” David was anointed to be King. It was the anointing for authority. (There is another anointing in the Old Testament, where a different oil was prepared, and this was the oil used to anoint the priests and sacred objects. This was the anointing for consecration, which, though connected, is a separate subject.) Previously the authority to rule had been with Saul, but we read in the following verse: “The spirit of the Lord departed from Saul.”  Authority had been transferred to David with the anointing that was now on him. When David killed Goliath, he had already been anointed as King: he carried that anointing in the sphere of influence that he had been given at the time, although he wasn’t crowned for about another fifteen years. Just as David was set apart and anointed many years before he sat on the throne of Israel, we too can know the call and the anointing of God for ministry long before moving into the full sphere of our authority.

As well as the anointing on David, another notable passage on the subject in the Old Testament is when Elijah received this instruction from the Lord after he had met with Him on the mountain: “Go, return on your way to the Wilderness of Damascus; and when you arrive, anoint Hazael as king over Syria. Also you shall anoint Jehu the son of Nimshi as king over Israel. And Elisha the son of Shaphat of Abel Meholah you shall anoint as prophet in your place. It shall be that whoever escapes the sword of Hazael, Jehu will kill; and whoever escapes the sword of Jehu, Elisha will kill.” (1 King’s 19: 15–17)  In fact, Elijah only fulfilled the last of his three tasks, anointing Elisha as his successor; Elisha himself carried out the other two. It’s notable that this anointing was for a very specific purpose: the destruction of the enemies of God. Elijah lived in the days of the idolatrous king Ahab. Hazael of Syria was a ruthless king whom God raised up to punish Israel and Judah for their apostacy. The “sword of Jehu” killed Jezebel and the priests of Baal, and ended the dynasty of Ahab. Jehu was so thorough that Elisha didn’t have to kill anyone.

Destroying the works of the devil
Exactly how and when these commands were fulfilled is not the subject here, but what is clear is God’s purpose. Two men were to be anointed as King, and Elisha was to be anointed as prophet. Their authority is both secular and spiritual, and God‘s plan here is explicit: He has chosen all three men to destroy His enemies. Moving now to the New Testament, we see that the purpose of the anointing on Jesus is summarised in1 John 3:8: “For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that He might destroy the works of the devil.” The anointing on Jehu, Hazael and Elisha pointed to the anointing on Jesus, and this in turn  was poured out on the church at Pentecost: the anointing to destroy the works of the devil. These may be the poverty, broken heartedness, bondage, blindness and oppression of Isaiah 61, or any other works of the enemy that we confront as we go out in Jesus’s name to “proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord.”

Places to Walk
However, there are two considerations that we need to remember. All authority in heaven and earth was given to Jesus, so the anointing that He carried was limitless and universal. We are in Him, but we are not Him, so any anointing that we carry is limited to the sphere of authority that we have been given in the Kingdom of God. God said to Joshua, “I will give you places to walk among those who stand here.“ (Zachariah 3:7). We too have “places to walk;“ that define our spheres of authority. Whether it’s our home, our workplace, our church small group, our entire church or our nation, it has been given to us to exercise spiritual authority in that realm. God may expand that realm, just as He moved David from the sheepfold to Saul’s court to the cave of Adullam to the throne of Israel, but we don’t presume to take upon ourselves authority that hasn’t been given to us. And by the same token, if we are in a place of “crowning” others, for church eldership, for example, we must remember that a physical anointing and calling out for leadership has to be a confirmation of what God is already doing. Samuel was instructed to anoint David; Elijah was instructed to anoint Jehu, Hazael and Elisha. The human act of anointing is just a physical expression of what is doing in the spiritual realm: it carries no real authority in its own right. Proverbs 27:8 says “Like a Bird that wanders from its nest is a man who wanders from his place.” If the anointing ministered by the elders always healed the sick in the time of James and only occasionally heals the sick today, it’s not the anointing that has changed, but the authority of those seeking it: they may not be walking in the places that they have been assigned in heaven.

Peace
The second consideration is this. In John 20: 21- 22, Jesus passes on the anointing to his disciples: “So Jesus said to them again, “Peace to you! As the father has sent me, I also send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit…”  As we know, the substance of that breath did not land upon them until Pentecost, but the anointing and sending took place in that moment shortly after the resurrection. And preceding the sending and the anointing was His peace. If we are to go and His Power, we must go in His Peace.

Peace comes with certainty, the certainty of knowing that we are seated in heavenly places, that the power that raised Jesus from the dead is at work in us, and above all the certainty that we are in God‘s will. We don’t gain authority over the power of darkness by shouting at demons or at circumstances: If we are to do the works at Jesus did, the powers of darkness will be overcome “with a word“, but it will be a word that carries the weight of the anointing, spoken in the peace of knowing where we stand in Christ, and knowing that we are operating within the sphere of authority we have been given. I hear a lot of people making scriptural declarations over negative circumstances, or “binding the enemy“ with their voices raised, and I’m sure I do it myself, but Isaiah 42:2 says “He will not cry out or raise his voice, nor make his voice heard in the streets.“ He did not need to: the anointing did the work, and the words He spoke carried the light of  life themselves. If we have God‘s word for a situation, and we are standing in the peace of knowing our authority, we don’t need to add to it with our flesh.

The Rema Word
Finally, I think that it is this certainty that brings faith in ministry situations. A rema word is a word spoken by God into a specific context, usually for a specific purpose. Often it comes through a gift of the Holy Spirit or through prophetic ministry, but not always: God speaks to each of us differently and in innumerable ways. Everything that Jesus did was in response to a rema word from His Father, brought to Him, presumably, by the Holy Spirit. Occasionally I get a word of knowledge for healing, for example; and when I do I can pray in faith for God to do the miraculous because I know God is with me.. Sometimes I see it happen; often I don’t. I would say that the times when I don’t see healing are probably the times when the “word of knowledge“ hasn’t been a rema word of God at all, but a figment of my imagination; it’s not that God’s word hasn’t born fruit. God’s word won’t return to Him void: it’s only mine that will, because it hasn’t been released under the anointing. Again, If God has revealed demonic activity through a gift of discernment of spirits, it is because He is about to destroy that particular work of the enemy; but if we see a work of the enemy and have no particular revelation on how to approach it, we can bombard it with every scripture in the Bible and the devil will just laugh at our efforts. When we move in the Anointing, God is with us to do His work. When we don’t, we are not only wasting our time but we are sowing seeds of unbelief – in our own hearts and in the hearts of those we are ministering to. God wants relationship with us, and we must always operate in the power of the Spirit out of the dynamic of that relationship.

Jesus knew who He was. He knew He was Lord of heaven and earth, and for that reason even the wind and the waves obeyed Him. He knew He could walk across the stormy Sea of Galilee in the Peace of His complete authority, but even then He only did what pleased the Father; He only did what He saw His Father doing (John 5:19). After He had fed the crowds, He left them behind and went up the mountain to spend time with His Father. I can imagine the Father saying something like this: “My son, you know you have authority over that storm down there: now is the time to go and use it, because the enemy is trying to destroy your friends.”

Dynamic relationship with the Holy Spirit; knowing who we are in Christ and being within our sphere of authority, hearing and applying the rema word of God: I think these are keys to staying in the anointing that will enable us to walk in peace through the storm, and to bring its work to an end.

Pursuing Love, Walking in the Spirit

By Himself Alone

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“Therefore, when Jesus perceived that they were about to take him by force and make him King, He departed again to the mountain by himself alone.” (John 6:15)

After Jesus had fed the 5,000 He walked on the water towards the disciples. The narrative account of this really begins while he was still on land, after distributing loaves and fishes to the crowd. They wanted to make Him king, but He went off to the mountain to be alone. If we look at this miracle through the lens of what it demonstrates of Christ’s authority and our authority in Him, we can see here the enemy  inciting the crowd to offer Jesus the same temptation that He faced in the wilderness, when Satan offered to give Him all the kingdoms of the world in return for His Worship.

The crowd had seen the power of God at work through Jesus before the miracle of the loaves and the fishes, but it was when they saw His ability to produce food out of thin air that they wanted His kingship. As He said to them in Capernaum, after He had taken the disciples across the stormy lake, “you seek Me not because you saw the signs, but because you ate of the loaves and were filled.” John 6:26). They weren’t interested in Jesus because of what the sign said about Him, but because He conjured free food.

John’s narrative tells us that He departed “by himself alone.” He uses two words – autos monos in Greek – when one would have made the meaning clear enough. So why is the scripture so emphatic? I think there are two sides to this. The first one is clear enough: the authority of Jesus came from the mountain and not from the world; from the Father and not from men. His kingdom was “not of this world.” Satan could tempt Jesus with “all the kingdoms of this world and their glory“ (Matthew 4:8) because he had stolen them from Adam; in Christ, the second Adam, we, “the violent,” seize them back from him “by force.” (Matt: 11:12) Sometimes the glory of the kingdoms of this world can clutch at us like the hands of the crowd were clutching at Jesus; and if we are to walk after the spirit are not after the flesh we have to resolutely turn away from them, as Jesus did, to reach the mountain where we stand in His authority and power.

The second aspect is not so much about Christ Himself and our position in Him, but it’s about us. However, the manifestation of what we receive on the mountain depends on it. Each one of us stands before God, “by himself alone.”  God loves each one of us and Jesus died for each one of us as individuals, and He wants us to love each other as individuals as well. The truth of His great love applies to everyone, but my experience of His love is not the same as yours: we work out our own salvation in fear and trembling. (Phil 2:12) We love one another for who they are ‘by themselves alone,’ we don’t try and make them into somebody else – especially not replicas of ourselves. Even if I disagree with your theology, that is ultimately between you and Jesus. If I think you are an error, I can share what I believe, and whether it’s truth spoken in Love or my own error spoken in love, what is important before God is that it is spoken in Love. The apostle Peter tells us that “judgement begins at the house of God.“ (1 Pe 4:17) This doesn’t mean that I judge you because I think you walk in error, but that God judges me if I’m not walking in love. When we, the body of Christ, become practised in taking every critical and judgemental thought captive to the obedience of Christ and can learn to truly embrace our differences, the love of God will break through and bring unity where the judgement of man has previously brought division. And we all know Psalm 133 and what it is that unity commands. 

So our spiritual authority rests in the power of Love and the mercy which triumphs over judgement, and it comes from the mountain, not from the crowd. Because it’s just as important not to seek the approval of others as it is for us not to disapprove of them. Our spiritual authority has a dual core: it rests in our relationship with God and the love for our neighbour that we receive from Him. We do not love for the power, the influence or any other reward that we can receive from people, but only out of what we receive from God. He is our very great reward. We don’t run to the crowd; we run to the mountain, by ourselves alone. But having been up on the mountain, Jesus headed out across the waves towards His friends. We can only walk on water in the dark when we have stood on the mountain in the Light.

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Word and Spirit

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“They willingly received Him into the boat, and immediately the boat was at the land where they were going” (John 6:21)

We know the story: the disciples were battling the storm, Jesus came walking over the water towards them, then as soon as He was in the boat with them they had reached their destination. I’ve always seen this as a wonderful demonstration of Jesus’s divinity, but I believe there is a further application for us, because what was true for the disciples on Lake Galilee can be true for us as well. When Jesus is in the boat with us, we are immediately at the land where we are going. We know where we are going: heaven. I can see two ways of looking at this. The first one is the “now and not yet” aspect of the Kingdom of God: the fullness of the Kingdom will be seen on earth when Jesus returns in His glory, yet the Kingdom of God is among us now (Luke 17:21), wherever the rule and reign of the King is manifested today. The second perspective is this: when we are in the presence of Jesus, we are there; we have reached our heavenly destination. It’s easy to bandy around phrases like “in the spirit,“ and “by faith,” but the inescapable reality is that when we are in the presence of Jesus we really are “at the land where we are going,” the promised land of the Kingdom of God, and all the provision and power of that Kingdom are there for us. In a message he preached nearly 100 years ago (in 1927) Smith Wigglesworth said this:

“I must recognise the difference between my own spirit and the Holy Spirit. My own spirit can do certain things on natural lines, can even weep and pray and worship, but it is all on a human plane, and we must not depend on our human thoughts and activities or on our own personality. If the baptism means anything to you, it should bring you to the death of the ordinary, where you are no longer putting faith in your own understanding; but, conscious of your own poverty, you are ever yielded to the spirit. Then it is that your body becomes filled with heaven on earth.“ (From “Smith Wigglesworth: the Complete Collection of His Life and Teachings” compiled by Roberts Liardon)

Jesus in the boat
I think the big question for Bible-believing Christians who are rowing through a storm is often this: “Lord, why aren’t I seeing your promises (for healing, provision, the miraculous, for ourselves or for others) fulfilled? Maybe the answer is that he’s not really in the boat. We know the promises of the land; we look to them and declare them, but we ignore the fact that the best way to receive their fulfillment is to have Jesus in the boat with us. Yes, He is with us all the time, just as we are seated in heavenly places all the time, but I don’t mean those statements of faith; I mean the experienced reality of His presence, when we know our body has become “filled with heaven on earth,” that only comes with a commitment to Psalm 27:8:

When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.”

Unlike anything the world has known
I believe that we are on the brink of the move of God prophesied by Smith Wigglesworth in 1947: “A revival that will eclipse anything that has been witnessed within these shores, even the Wesleyan and Welsh revivals of former years.” When this wave hits, it will be a tsunami, unlike anything the world has known, and it will be characterised by the word and the spirit coming together. “When the new church phase is on the wane, there will be evidence in the churches of something that has not been seen before: a coming together of those with an emphasis on the word and those with an emphasis on the Spirit. When the word and the Spirit come together, there will be the biggest move of the Holy Spirit that the nation, and indeed, the world has ever seen.”.

The word brings His promises; the spirit brings His presence. I think “the word and the spirit coming together” that Wigglesworth prophesies refers to more than churches who accept the baptism and gifts of the Holy Spirit and who preach, and teach, the word of God – although this is an important and essential part of the picture. I think this might also apply to us as individual believers. If we prioritize seeking His presence and willingly receiving him into the boat (spirit) when we pray His promises (word), I think we might find ourselves at the land where we are going.

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The Supply of the Spirit (and the great grey shrike)

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“Now to him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think, according to the Power that works in Us, to him be glory in the church to or generations, forever and ever, amen.” (Ephesians 3: 20–21)

I just love it when God completely blows my mind with something that reminds me of this verse, the “exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think“ aspect of who He is. I went on a birding trip last week and had an experience that gave me a memorable picture of the difference that can exist between our expectations and God‘s supply.

The bird in the picture is a great grey shrike. They are rare winter visitors to the UK: there have only been about 60 individuals in the whole country over this Winter, mainly in the south and the east. Twitchers will travel halfway across the country to see one if it is reported on a birding blog. So last year I got very excited when one decided to stay for a few weeks on the edge of the woods about 4 miles from my house. I did get to see it, perching in a distant tree, and treasured the photograph below that I got – as you can see, it was hardly one you would put in a frame and hang on the wall. (The bird is about a quarter of the way down, slightly left of centre.)


When these birds find an area that they like they tend to stay there until they leave for their breeding grounds, so when one was reported in Lincolnshire (a county in England on the east coast, if you aren’t in the UK) last week, I made sure that the site was my first stop on a trip to that area that I was planning. My expectation was framed by my previous experience, so when we reached the spot where this bird had made its temporary home, I was expecting to scan the distant trees with my binoculars to get a sight of it.

There was another birder there when my friend and I arrived. “There it is! Just there, on top of the hedge!” he said. I started scanning the distant hedge with my binoculars. “No,” he said, “THERE!” And there, no more than 20 metres away (as opposed to the 200 or so that I was expecting), set a beautiful great grey shrike, posing for my camera. But that is not all: these birds have a habit of hovering like kestrels when they are hunting for prey. This little bird did not disappoint: it repeatedly flew down from its perch and hovered a few feet from the ground, looking for insects and worms in the mud. It was one of the most precious birding moments that I have ever experienced.


So why am I writing about it? I’ll put the answer as a question. What are your expectations of an encounter with God? Is it like the first time I saw a shrike, a distant grey spot on a treetop a couple of hundred yards away or more? What is your idea of “the presence of God?” Is it the cosy feeling of gathering with other believers and a good band, singing a few worship songs together; or could it be that God has more for you, a lot more, an intensity of love and peace that causes you to fall to your knees because standing has become impossible, where the shrike is hovering in front of your face and not perching in the dim distance?

Of course it is good to gather and worship, and it is true that the spirit of God is present among us when we do, because if we are believers He is within us all. But let us not be sold short into believing that this is all we can expect, because “God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think, according to the Power that works in us.”

Paul wrote this to the Philippians:

What then? Only that in every way, whether in pretense or in truth, Christ is preached; and in this I rejoice, yes, and will rejoice. For I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, according to my earnest expectation and hope that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. (Philippians 1: 18-20)

Paul’s “Ernest expectation and Hope“ was for an abundant “supply of the spirit,” a deluge, not a trickle. What about us? Surely God, who “gives the Spirit without measure,” wants the supply of the spirit in our lives to lead us to a place of submission that is real because we know that we have met with Jesus and have experienced something of His love and power? Yes, our experience must be rooted in the truth of God‘s word, but I don’t think God has given us the supply of His Spirit for us to only experience Him through the printed page. And yes, when two or three are gathered in His name He is there in the midst of us, but that is the beginning of the journey and a statement of faith; it’s not our destination. We don’t rise on eagle’s wings just by believing that we are eagles, but we need to wait for the wind to lift us, because that is how eagles soar. It’s “those who wait on the Lord” who renew their strength. The wind might not come for hours or even days, but we strengthen our faith through exercising it in the wait. The words of Christ are words are words of life, and He wants us to feel that life “according to the Power that works within us” as well as knowing the words that release it.


God honoured Paul’s expectation with such abundance that he personally started at least 14 churches probably 20, possibly more (see www.churchplanting.com) as well as fostering the growth of many of them, including the “hub“ church at Ephesus, through his letters and direct apostolic influence. You and I may not be Paul, but we have the same spirit who dwells within us, and it’s the spirit who raised Jesus from the dead. If we want to see Him really work among us, we need to raise our expectations, lift our wings and face into the wind – remembering that “the wind blows where it wills,” and not according to our plans.

Knowing God, Living by Faith, Walking in the Spirit

Bread from Heaven: 3

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And Jesus took the loaves, and when He had given thanks He distributed them to the disciples, and the disciples to those sitting down; and likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted. (John 6:11)

He knew what He would do
In our attempts to bring up our children to say “please,” the parents among us might well have said at times: “And what’s the magic word?” However in the Kingdom it’s not please, it’s thank you. Jesus didn’t ask the Father to multiply the loaves and fishes; he thanked Him for them. This miracle, along with its “twin“ where the 4000 are fed in the accounts of Matthew and Mark, is one of only three occasions in the New Testament where Jesus gives thanks to the Father. The Greek word used for giving thanks is eucharisteo, and Jesus uses it when He feeds the multitude, when He thanks His Father for always hearing His prayers at the raising of Lazarus, and at the last supper, when He gave thanks for the bread and wine.

Eucharisteo: We use the same Greek word ourselves when we remember the cross at the Eucharist, and for me, this is the key to understanding much of the significance of this miracle. Andrew looked at the loaves and fishes with eyes of flesh and asked: “What is this among so many?”, but Jesus looked with the eyes of the spirit and saw the riches in glory that would meet the need of the multitude above all that the disciples could ask or imagine. He could see the limitless creative powers of heaven, and He knew that “all that the father has is mine,” (John 16:15) so it is no surprise that John’s account of the miracle tells us that “He himself knew what He would do.” (John 6:6)

In everything give thanks
In his letter to the Philippians, Paul exhorts us to “be anxious for nothing, but in everything, by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God.“ (Philippians 4:6) We know that Jesus had direct access to the Father’s provision because of who He was, and there are no barriers to our faith in that regard. But it is much harder to believe that we have the same access to that provision, because we know who we are as well. We can, and do, believe that Christ dwells in our hearts through faith, that in Him we are seated in heavenly places, and that all things are possible through Him; but we also know that we have only experienced the boy’s family picnic when faced with a multitude, and not the feast.

When Jesus gave thanks at the feeding of the 5000, I don’t think He was thanking His Father for the loaves and fishes in His hand, but for the provision that was in heaven. Demonstrating what He told His disciples in Mark 11:24, He believed He had received it, gave thanks for it, and it was done for Him. His Father passed the food to Jesus, and He passed it to the disciples to give out.

God wants us to give thanks in everything. Whether we are faced with abundance or lack, and whether or not we are petitioning heaven for something, we are to be thankful at all times. Paul expresses this sentiment in his letter to the Romans:

“… He who eats, eats to the Lord, for he gives God thanks; and He who does not eat, to the Lord he does not eat, and gives God thanks. For none of us lives to himself, and none of us die himself. So if we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. Therefore, whether we live or die, we are the Lord’s.” (Romans 14:6–8).

Our Inheritance
As I have mentioned, the only occasion outside of feeding the multitudes and giving thanks for the bread and the wine at the last supper, was when Jesus thanked the Father for hearing Him at the raising of Lazarus. His Eucharist there was more about His relationship with the Father than what He was about to do. Our constant thanksgiving to God is not for what we do or don’t eat – or do, or receive -, but it’s for a relationship with Him which we can indeed be thankful for in all things. We can be thankful to Jesus every moment of the day for the fact that we are His, and what we have is His. But more than that, amazingly, what He has is also ours:

“And if you are Christ’s, then you are Abraham‘s seed, and heirs according to the promise.”(Galatians 3:19)

“And because you are sons God has sent forth the spirit of His son into your hearts, crying out, “Abba, Father!“ Therefore you are no longer a slave but a son, and if a son than an heir of God through Christ.” (Galatians 4:6–7)

We are heirs of God through Christ. We have an inheritance to be forever thankful for. Just as everything that the Father has belongs to Jesus, everything that Jesus has is ours in Him. Of course this does not mean that my neighbour’s house, or wife, or goods belong to me because they are His: the key phrase is “in Him.” “In Jesus name” is not just a phrase that turns a request into a prayer, but it’s the declaration that what we are asking for in prayer is something that we are requesting on His behalf because He has told us that He wants us to have it, whether it’s to accomplish His Kingdom purposes through us or for us. Whatever we are doing, we have an inheritance to be thankful for, and which is at our disposal all the time we are walking alongside Him. What is His is ours. If I am sitting at the dinner table with my wife and I ask her to pass the salt, she is not going to question my action: the salt on the table is a shared possession. Of course she is going to let me have it.

Paul makes this clear in his first letter to the Corinthians:

“Therefore let no one boast in men. For all things are yours. Whether Paul or Apollos or Cephas, or the world, or life, or death, or things present, or things to come – all are yours. And you are Christ’s, and Christ is God’s.” (1 Corinthians 3:21-23)

Just as Jesus is the transition from earth to heaven for our spirits, He is also the transition for us from heaven to earth for our inheritance. So whatever the loaves and fishes or the starving crowd may represent, what do we have available to meet the need? Jesus can make our lack into His abundance if we remember to thank Him for our inheritance. Pass the salt, please, Lord. Thank You.

Discipleship and witness, Walking in the Spirit

Being disciples; making disciples.

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We all know that Jesus calls us to “go and make disciples of all nations.“ Some of us obey the call geographically and go to other nations to make disciples; some of us find “the nations” in our own neighbourhood or workplace; some of us ignore the call altogether and leave it to the evangelist. But even if we don’t live in a mixed race neighbourhood and everybody at work was born in the same country as we were, our home country is still a nation, and we still have to “go” to it, and the purpose of “going” is to make disciples. So assuming we have “gone” with a willingness to share the gospel, how do we go about the business of discipleship?

“Follow me as I follow Christ,“ said Paul to the Corinthians. (1 Corinthians 11:1)  We can’t really expect to make committed disciples if our own discipleship is flabby and inconsistent. I don’t think it’s enough just to lead people through discipleship courses: the Holy Spirit has to be at work in and through the people leading the courses if the spirits of new believers are going to be impacted and their minds renewed. If we want new believers to grow to maturity and find their place in the Kingdom of God, we need to launch their walk with the power that they will eventually need to carry on without us and be discipling others themselves. The alternative is a church that is bloated with members but lacking in love and power – what Smith Wigglesworth called “leafy trees” that bear no fruit.

“Freely you have received, freely give,” said the Lord when he sent out the twelve. (Matthew 10:8) when we “go” to make disciples, we can only give what we have received ourselves.

In all your ways acknowledge Him
I found a key verse for discipleship in an unexpected place: proverbs 3:5. We all know it: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not upon your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths” The first part of this verse tells us clearly where to place our trust, and it tends to be the one that is quoted the most often. But it’s the second part that caught my attention. The word translated – rather weakly, I feel – as “acknowledge,“ is yada. In Hebrew this is the word used for “knowing” in life-giving intimacy, as when Adam “knew” Eve. What the second part of Proverbs 3:5 says to me is that God will “direct our paths” when we take every step in intimate relationship with him. Following this, the word yasar, translated here as “direct“ our paths is the same word used in Isaiah 40:3 for “make straight” a highway in the desert.

The voice of one crying in the wilderness:
“Prepare the way of the LORD;
Make straight in the desert 
A highway for our God.”

When God is with us – not just notionally, but experientially – at every step, he won’t just be “directing” our paths in the sense of telling us where to go, but he will be ‘making them straight’ before us, clearing the ground and removing obstacles so that we can move forward with Him even though it may feel as if we are lost in the desert.

Zachariah 8:23 says this:

 “Thus says the Lord of hosts: In those days ten men from every language of the nations shall grasp the sleeve of a Jewish man, saying “let us go with you, for we have heard that the Lord is with you.”

It is when the men (and the women) of the nations know that the Lord is with us that they will want to “go with us.” Surely this is a picture of how we are to make disciples. As we walk closely with the Holy Spirit and He directs our paths, so we can direct the paths of others; not by weekly meetings following a discipleship course, but by walking alongside new believers who have joined themselves to us because they can see God at work in our lives. But there’s a health warning here, too, especially for people (like myself) who cherish their own space: when revival comes and we have ten people grasping our sleeves, we won’t have a lot of time for ourselves. Are we ready? Am I?